Well Christmas has come and gone. . . I got Rockband that i share with my brother and i got a longboard skateboard thingy, a sweet dickies shirt, chocolate, a nirvana dvd, an Airforce record, a backpack, more candy in a Hi-5 bag (from my Nana) and $100 from Grandparents. So pretty sweet.
No xbox360 though. . . So im going to start a savings account, and thats gonna be my first purchase. Also iv started gardening for my Mummy. (quite a good rate of pay + tax free! :P) So il be quite well off soon maybe if i actually do more gardening!
I have little cousins staying over at my house at the moment. Little Sam (Samantha) and Harry (Harrison). And they're so cute! Lil' Sam is 4 and Harrisons 2, its funny though Sam keeps telling me that i need to tidy my room! She's quite adorable. Me and her went on a surfari yesterday. I had no idea you could drive from africa though a Mcdonalds to china to visit both Garaffes and Panda's in 5minutes! Harrison is an upcoming drummer. He actually hits patterns on the drums! when he has a go. Sam just hits everything she can reach! :P
At the moment they're sleeping. Remarkably early! Except Harrisons crying. . . keep the frying pans away from me at the moment!... Mmm peace and quiet. . . lol now that those cousin murdering thoughts have past, i might and eat my dinner! :)
btw if you wanna go see my cousins www.harrisam.blogspot.com
Friday, December 26, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Christmas Woes!
Well Christmas is really soon!
So of course that mean presents! YAH!
But it also means i have to buy presents!
Working out what to get peoples always a little bit tricky! I really struggle. But when something appears in my mind i go straight for it. For the one friend i buy gifts for its normally quite easy. The next tricky step for me the finding of money to get the presents. Im traditional not a very good saver and spend money as soon as i get it. . . and having to have $100 for presents makes things difficult! Im not complaining. Its just a challange i must overcome for next year!
I know this is odd cause i see how people i know freak out over presents going "im not sure if they'll like it", I never have that feeling. Im always confident that my gifts will be liked. If not for what they are. Simply cause they're from me! Cause im awsome. Like a room made of marshmellows and gummi bears!
So. . . After raiding my money box and taking every coin out that is not a 10c piece i have slightly more money. The 10c pieces im keeping cause one day im going to go into a shop and buy something huge with only 10c coins!!! It will be epic! Well that is the dream of a silly 16yr old boy. :P
So of course that mean presents! YAH!
But it also means i have to buy presents!
Working out what to get peoples always a little bit tricky! I really struggle. But when something appears in my mind i go straight for it. For the one friend i buy gifts for its normally quite easy. The next tricky step for me the finding of money to get the presents. Im traditional not a very good saver and spend money as soon as i get it. . . and having to have $100 for presents makes things difficult! Im not complaining. Its just a challange i must overcome for next year!
I know this is odd cause i see how people i know freak out over presents going "im not sure if they'll like it", I never have that feeling. Im always confident that my gifts will be liked. If not for what they are. Simply cause they're from me! Cause im awsome. Like a room made of marshmellows and gummi bears!
So. . . After raiding my money box and taking every coin out that is not a 10c piece i have slightly more money. The 10c pieces im keeping cause one day im going to go into a shop and buy something huge with only 10c coins!!! It will be epic! Well that is the dream of a silly 16yr old boy. :P
Sunday, December 7, 2008
My little buttercup!
So i have been doing not alot really. Forgive me if i forget. I spent a day tidying my room! WHOA AMAZING ISNT IT?!
Then today i went to Jellypark with Bob, it was fun even if it was fr-fr-frrr-eeazzzz-iing! Well maybe a slight exadderation! (bloody spelling!) It was not to the point to be satisfactory to the soul. Yes that sounds better! :P Well it was fun! Even though Jacob was to lazy to get there! "No Transport" WTH Jacob! You live in addington you have about 3 bus routes near your house! One is even the orbiter! It goes right past Jellypark. Lazy boy! Oh well we had fun without him. Arguing over who was the best looking tree and eating the youthworkers collectives lunch! Mmmm Noodle salad! We went down the slide once and spent maybe 10mins in the pool? It was quite cold! Bob and i should've gone to the gym there even though it looked puny next to the Les Mills i went to with Siobhan for RPM those two times.
What else. . . . I stayed at Siobhans house and we watched Healter Skalter.(?) It was freaky based on a true story. . . Not funny at all, I couldnt understand why anyone would ever do that to anyone else! Especially when they didnt even know them! It was sick.
Thats been about it. Oh i got slightly sunburnt at the church shared lunch! I should've put sunblock on, but i didnt think! There was a severe lack of drinks as usual. . . It was fun though.
Well until next time! TTFN!
Then today i went to Jellypark with Bob, it was fun even if it was fr-fr-frrr-eeazzzz-iing! Well maybe a slight exadderation! (bloody spelling!) It was not to the point to be satisfactory to the soul. Yes that sounds better! :P Well it was fun! Even though Jacob was to lazy to get there! "No Transport" WTH Jacob! You live in addington you have about 3 bus routes near your house! One is even the orbiter! It goes right past Jellypark. Lazy boy! Oh well we had fun without him. Arguing over who was the best looking tree and eating the youthworkers collectives lunch! Mmmm Noodle salad! We went down the slide once and spent maybe 10mins in the pool? It was quite cold! Bob and i should've gone to the gym there even though it looked puny next to the Les Mills i went to with Siobhan for RPM those two times.
What else. . . . I stayed at Siobhans house and we watched Healter Skalter.(?) It was freaky based on a true story. . . Not funny at all, I couldnt understand why anyone would ever do that to anyone else! Especially when they didnt even know them! It was sick.
Thats been about it. Oh i got slightly sunburnt at the church shared lunch! I should've put sunblock on, but i didnt think! There was a severe lack of drinks as usual. . . It was fun though.
Well until next time! TTFN!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
And I felt alone, on my balcony. . .
Well today has been one spent in near seclusion. My only company being a farting dog, a snuggly cat, and an old women telling me her life story.
I was asleep, and i was woken because my Dad needed phone numbers off his cellphone that he'd left in Christchurch. (He's at a comference in Auckland?) Then there was my Oma to talk to. I know her life story now! She moved to NZ from Germany after the war when she was 12. . . and im sure you care even less than i did. I wasnt really in the mood for it. I learned that my Granddad is even worse than i thought he was. Well according to his wife he is!
It was about 5 and i was wondering where everyone else was. Not having any sane human contact at all that day and none since about 2. I was feeling lonely. Well in they come through the door and i go to see whats up. Enquire why Mrs Bailey had rung. To be sworn at by my brother and witness him call my mother some not so nice words!
Well he's lost his computer now. Im very tired still. I should go to sleep earlier. Its hard to get to sleep when your minds as stir crazy as mine is with nothing working out right. Im sorry. My Life is a mess, like a four year old playing in a bath tub full of paint.
Why do I not get invited to meet up with anyone? I almost always free! Just a thought. . .
I Like you, Do you like me?
Lets get together have adventures it could lead to better days
And why is everyone so mean to everyone else? Why do people spread the past? Why would the care if they're your friend? Why would it be any of there business anyway?
I was asleep, and i was woken because my Dad needed phone numbers off his cellphone that he'd left in Christchurch. (He's at a comference in Auckland?) Then there was my Oma to talk to. I know her life story now! She moved to NZ from Germany after the war when she was 12. . . and im sure you care even less than i did. I wasnt really in the mood for it. I learned that my Granddad is even worse than i thought he was. Well according to his wife he is!
It was about 5 and i was wondering where everyone else was. Not having any sane human contact at all that day and none since about 2. I was feeling lonely. Well in they come through the door and i go to see whats up. Enquire why Mrs Bailey had rung. To be sworn at by my brother and witness him call my mother some not so nice words!
Well he's lost his computer now. Im very tired still. I should go to sleep earlier. Its hard to get to sleep when your minds as stir crazy as mine is with nothing working out right. Im sorry. My Life is a mess, like a four year old playing in a bath tub full of paint.
Why do I not get invited to meet up with anyone? I almost always free! Just a thought. . .
I Like you, Do you like me?
Lets get together have adventures it could lead to better days
And why is everyone so mean to everyone else? Why do people spread the past? Why would the care if they're your friend? Why would it be any of there business anyway?
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Christmas dinner?!
Hello there peoples, and persons!
Well today was apparently christmas dinner. Its weird cause its not even december yet. But we still had a christmas dinner. With all the cousins that like in chch and Nana. It was mildly not boring. It meant i had to get up by like 12 though. When my cousins started to arrive!
We played Halo2 and ate food. That was that not at all entirely exciting at all! But what is? Everythings just painful and slow, and boring.
Well this was a pointlessly stupid entry. . .
Yes quite.
Well today was apparently christmas dinner. Its weird cause its not even december yet. But we still had a christmas dinner. With all the cousins that like in chch and Nana. It was mildly not boring. It meant i had to get up by like 12 though. When my cousins started to arrive!
We played Halo2 and ate food. That was that not at all entirely exciting at all! But what is? Everythings just painful and slow, and boring.
Well this was a pointlessly stupid entry. . .
Yes quite.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
No more exams!
I feel so exhusted. I suppose bing up at 11pm doesnt help me much though. I feel so tired after exam's.
Lol now continueing writing this entry at 12pm :P
Well life, is as it is! Exam's are over, school is over! Im trying to be busy. but old habits are kicking in, making sorta plans then my brain kinda panic's and i try and weasel my way out of them. Maybe i am a weasel? I dont want to be a weasel, they're ugly. And evil like the ones in Redwall! Great books btw just dont match with each other which annoys me!
Well im gonna go night nights now. . . I miss how things used to be. I kinda miss school, sad huh? It was so easy though, get up do this be here at this time and do that. Sure it was boring but it was easy. . . and i saw everyone. Oh well il have to make an effort. Im going to try and get fit these holidays! :) It should be fun, and exhusting. . . Il have to be more selfdisiplined than i was this morning though. I woke up thought i should go for a run. Thought "Stuff it rolled over and went back to sleep. Woke up again then went and had a shower and computered/weights/push ups for and hour before having milo cereal for breakfast.
I then kinda studied. Then i got Mcdonalds on the way to school for my exam said Hi to Nick, Bob and Jacob. Then did the exam. Got annoyed and spent like an hour trying to make it balance. Stupid thing! Turned out it didnt need to balance. . . which makes it incredibly GAY!!! Then did the whole youth group thing. . . It was boring except i volunteered to ask the questions to the leaders. Man it's wierd calling my Dad "Chris". He's never been Chris to me, its just so different...
Anyways im going to go and sleep now!
Lol now continueing writing this entry at 12pm :P
Well life, is as it is! Exam's are over, school is over! Im trying to be busy. but old habits are kicking in, making sorta plans then my brain kinda panic's and i try and weasel my way out of them. Maybe i am a weasel? I dont want to be a weasel, they're ugly. And evil like the ones in Redwall! Great books btw just dont match with each other which annoys me!
Well im gonna go night nights now. . . I miss how things used to be. I kinda miss school, sad huh? It was so easy though, get up do this be here at this time and do that. Sure it was boring but it was easy. . . and i saw everyone. Oh well il have to make an effort. Im going to try and get fit these holidays! :) It should be fun, and exhusting. . . Il have to be more selfdisiplined than i was this morning though. I woke up thought i should go for a run. Thought "Stuff it rolled over and went back to sleep. Woke up again then went and had a shower and computered/weights/push ups for and hour before having milo cereal for breakfast.
I then kinda studied. Then i got Mcdonalds on the way to school for my exam said Hi to Nick, Bob and Jacob. Then did the exam. Got annoyed and spent like an hour trying to make it balance. Stupid thing! Turned out it didnt need to balance. . . which makes it incredibly GAY!!! Then did the whole youth group thing. . . It was boring except i volunteered to ask the questions to the leaders. Man it's wierd calling my Dad "Chris". He's never been Chris to me, its just so different...
Anyways im going to go and sleep now!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What the hell is going on?!
Im so confused. Why is everything so confusing? I feel something on day, the next day its just worse. I can't stop feeling the way i do. Im not a switch.
Lol I just got that song in my head
"I'll be the switch she turns on, She'll be mine too, I'll get off, I'll be the fuse that she blows, And
even with the lights out we'll glow"
Anyway, it sucks this feeling, i dont know what to do. I know what i want. The problem is its all dependent. I can't really do anything to change the outcome. This grizzling and moaning wont help me though. So il stop.
"Smile for a while and lets be Jolly, Life shouldnt be so meloncholy"
SO!!!
How was you day? I had Bob and Jacob come over and stay the only problem with the plan that we'd study was the study part. We stayed up late and watched Amazing Grace and Donny Darko. Well i didnt watch Donny Darko, i dont really enjoy that movie its got to many little storylines in it, but the over all story is far to WTF!?! Amazing Grace was a cool movie though. I enjoyed it. William Wilberforce felt all these horrible emotions and it was interesting, and understandable.
You know what i like about my blog? I can use as many "and"s in my sentence and know one can stop me! Muhuhahaha and and and and and and and anyway!
It was a good movie, we had a lack of fizzy and chips though. . . So we wont be getting fat. xD We sleept in til like 10.30 which was bad for Bob who's been await being quiet for 3hours by the time i awoke! :P I woke up and he was busy stuying! Lol he probly did more study than any of us in that 3hrs even though he confessed he probly only spent half that time studying (translation 30mins :P )
After breaky and stuff we went to study! And me being such a good boy was on Myyearbook and Bob asked me what i was studying so i truthfully awnsered Linda, a random i was looking at the profile of because id agreed with a comment she'd made on a mag so i had to Hi-5 her! Well that was probly the highlight of my day. . . Man im boring! Well i guessing studying doesnt do much good to the exciting-ness!
"They say that absence makes the heart grow founder, but i doubt it, I really doubt it."
Last exam tomorrow! So then i'l be free!!! So that will be sweet as! :) Il be able to do what ever i
like! And these holidays im gonna try and be a real social bunny i do believe! So if your reading this and I know who you are! Lets do something! lets make these holidays EPIC!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Exams
Argh!!! I just did my Maths exams and i was overconfident. I thought id be doing great in them and i was until the last question on each paper! i was like ARGH!!! SO FRUSTRATING!!! I think i may have gotten E's on two off them. But i wanted to ace them to make sure i passed NCEA with Excellence. Now the only way i will pass the year with Excellence is if i aced Economic's, ace Accounting and get atleast on E in History tomorrow!!!
SO BIG!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Basically if i miss one of the Excellences im aiming for i will only pass the year with Merit! AND TO ME THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! I wish i worked harder this year on the internals i had even though i only had like 9 i got E in 4 of them and Merit in 4 and achieved in one. I wish i put just a little bit more effort in those 4 i didnt get with E, even though the some of them were english which im not very good at! ARGH!!!
Im also annoyed that so many of the subjects we've done have been unit standards! They should be achievement standards!!! (Unit standards you can only pass or fail). Its annoying cause Science which im usually getting E's and M's in this year was only unit standards apart from one test (i got E in that). And Religious studies! WTH!!! All unit standards, basically copy awnsers straight from the book! Because of this stupid subject we got offered less topic's in some exams! i mean what the hell! It was a complete waste of 3 periods a week! 30 Periods a term, 100ish Periods! WHAT THE HELL! Great way to waste 100hrs of our lives! Gosh!
Argh, oh well i should be studying for history right now so im going to go do that. I need to get E in one of the things so iv got to learn dates, places, and names of people! AH!!!
Oh well i hope your all going well with your exams and arent as ready to explode as me!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I need this - Goodnight Nurse
Tell me that we'll be fine
Just cover up my eyes
For me
Tell me another lie
You know that
I don't mind
Fool me
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
If it is just for show
Don't ever tell me so
I beg you
If it's all a show
If it's all a show
Then don't you ever tell me so
Say what I want to hear
Then cover my burning ears
From the truth
From the truth
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
So give me something to believe
The slightest word is all I need
Do all you can to keep me blind
And I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm in the dark
So let me stay
Just tell me to turn away
Just tell me to turn away
Let me believe in you
You know that
I want to
Hold on
I see it in your eyes
But I'd rather live a lie
Than say goodbye
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
So give me something to believe
The slightest word is all I need
Do all you can to keep me blind
And I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm in the dark
So let me stay
Just tell me to turn away
I need this
Just tell me to turn away
I need this
Just cover up my eyes
For me
Tell me another lie
You know that
I don't mind
Fool me
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
If it is just for show
Don't ever tell me so
I beg you
If it's all a show
If it's all a show
Then don't you ever tell me so
Say what I want to hear
Then cover my burning ears
From the truth
From the truth
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
So give me something to believe
The slightest word is all I need
Do all you can to keep me blind
And I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm in the dark
So let me stay
Just tell me to turn away
Just tell me to turn away
Let me believe in you
You know that
I want to
Hold on
I see it in your eyes
But I'd rather live a lie
Than say goodbye
I-I-I-I-I-I need this
I need this
So give me something to believe
The slightest word is all I need
Do all you can to keep me blind
And I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm in the dark
So let me stay
Just tell me to turn away
I need this
Just tell me to turn away
I need this
Good bye! Powering off. . .
"Good bye! Powering off. . ."
This is what my phone said to me as i looked at it dispairingly. I dont know completly how to feel. I feel numb. It's a strange feeling. Sometimes i feel hurt, like now as i type this. Other times i feel happy like last night. :) Most the time now though i feel numb. I dont really feel like doing anything. And the stress from exams doesnt help!!! Im gonna go study tomorrow if i can get up in time. I need some early nights. . . Yes tomorrow a WHOLE day studying! doesnt that just sound dreadful? I think my brain will explode. But i really need to study maths and to study history. . .
Argh!!!
Im mega tired. . . so i hope i don't make to many errors.
What have i been up to you wonder?
Well iv spent two and a half days studying at my mummys work! Full days like 7-8hrs of hard studying. I have also done a english exam (went terribly i think :( ) and a economic's exam which was a walk in the park on a summers day, if i do say so my self! I have more exams coming up so im a bit stressed at the moment. I went to the Gym yesterday with Siobhan, and she was right it is fun! But i was smelly afterwards. She was wrong though about looking completly disgusting afterwards!
Whats going on in my life?
Lot's Exams, Relationships, tiredness! Exam's ARGH!!!! Relationships, meh!!! People can be painful, and it hurts :(. Some people are sad and thats no good. Others i dont know, its just wierd hanging with them. Maybe some of thats cause i feel so numb? Im not sure. I miss some things. The way they used to be. Even though there were many things wrong. I wish it could be fixed. I hate things that have happened.
Right now?
Im wishing i didnt send those last to txts. . . Im not sure if i can deal with the truth. Its going to hurt me. Heres the reply now. . . *deep breath* FUDGE. Yes well that wasnt what i expected. . . Nor was it what id hoped for though.
Im sooo tired. I might try and go to sleep. Good night peoples. Pray for better days! Pray for happiness, Pray for an end to all this confusion. Pray for People who you Love. Pray. . .
:)
This is what my phone said to me as i looked at it dispairingly. I dont know completly how to feel. I feel numb. It's a strange feeling. Sometimes i feel hurt, like now as i type this. Other times i feel happy like last night. :) Most the time now though i feel numb. I dont really feel like doing anything. And the stress from exams doesnt help!!! Im gonna go study tomorrow if i can get up in time. I need some early nights. . . Yes tomorrow a WHOLE day studying! doesnt that just sound dreadful? I think my brain will explode. But i really need to study maths and to study history. . .
Argh!!!
Im mega tired. . . so i hope i don't make to many errors.
What have i been up to you wonder?
Well iv spent two and a half days studying at my mummys work! Full days like 7-8hrs of hard studying. I have also done a english exam (went terribly i think :( ) and a economic's exam which was a walk in the park on a summers day, if i do say so my self! I have more exams coming up so im a bit stressed at the moment. I went to the Gym yesterday with Siobhan, and she was right it is fun! But i was smelly afterwards. She was wrong though about looking completly disgusting afterwards!
Whats going on in my life?
Lot's Exams, Relationships, tiredness! Exam's ARGH!!!! Relationships, meh!!! People can be painful, and it hurts :(. Some people are sad and thats no good. Others i dont know, its just wierd hanging with them. Maybe some of thats cause i feel so numb? Im not sure. I miss some things. The way they used to be. Even though there were many things wrong. I wish it could be fixed. I hate things that have happened.
Right now?
Im wishing i didnt send those last to txts. . . Im not sure if i can deal with the truth. Its going to hurt me. Heres the reply now. . . *deep breath* FUDGE. Yes well that wasnt what i expected. . . Nor was it what id hoped for though.
Im sooo tired. I might try and go to sleep. Good night peoples. Pray for better days! Pray for happiness, Pray for an end to all this confusion. Pray for People who you Love. Pray. . .
:)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
First to be said goodbye too
Well Hello, reader.
Yes singular! Lol that's all i think anyway! :p Oh well i only have 3 peoples blogs that i follow.
Any way! the point of this blog! Im not happy at the moment. Obvious reasons, but one seems to be the way things are going around everyone. I dont know if its just me, but i feel like EVERYONE is saying hello to be last, and goodbye to me first. Maybe im just being crazy. But thats what it feels like. And being the last one to be replied to as well. I remember a time when i'd literally spring across the room when i got a txt, casue i hoped it'd be from someone and often it was. I liked to think the other person did the same. I still do that sometimes. Anyhow it could just be life at them moment thats making me feel like this; it could just be growing up; it could be exams.
Im tired and stressed. And i guess typing a blog at 20mins past 11 doesnt help at all if your tired. Im stressed about my friends. Im not happy; some of them are some of them are worse than me! and i can not understand why! Sure its all stressful at the moment. Sure we've got issues! We need to talk through them with people, sort them all out. Then we can smile and be happy! We can pretend to be happy but when it all explodes in our face, we dont feel happy anymore. We wont feel happy and we'll stop feeling happy. It's what i try'd to do. Ignore it; pretend it'd never happened; pretend it'd all changed. It worked for a night, a day, a few days. But i always. ALWAYS got slapped back into reality by a big fat ugly fish.
Oh well, a desperatly tired boy says many things! I miss my life up intil 2months ago, i miss my life up until about 14months ago. That was when it was the best. Before the brown stuff hit the fan so to say.
MEH!!!
Yes singular! Lol that's all i think anyway! :p Oh well i only have 3 peoples blogs that i follow.
Any way! the point of this blog! Im not happy at the moment. Obvious reasons, but one seems to be the way things are going around everyone. I dont know if its just me, but i feel like EVERYONE is saying hello to be last, and goodbye to me first. Maybe im just being crazy. But thats what it feels like. And being the last one to be replied to as well. I remember a time when i'd literally spring across the room when i got a txt, casue i hoped it'd be from someone and often it was. I liked to think the other person did the same. I still do that sometimes. Anyhow it could just be life at them moment thats making me feel like this; it could just be growing up; it could be exams.
Im tired and stressed. And i guess typing a blog at 20mins past 11 doesnt help at all if your tired. Im stressed about my friends. Im not happy; some of them are some of them are worse than me! and i can not understand why! Sure its all stressful at the moment. Sure we've got issues! We need to talk through them with people, sort them all out. Then we can smile and be happy! We can pretend to be happy but when it all explodes in our face, we dont feel happy anymore. We wont feel happy and we'll stop feeling happy. It's what i try'd to do. Ignore it; pretend it'd never happened; pretend it'd all changed. It worked for a night, a day, a few days. But i always. ALWAYS got slapped back into reality by a big fat ugly fish.
Oh well, a desperatly tired boy says many things! I miss my life up intil 2months ago, i miss my life up until about 14months ago. That was when it was the best. Before the brown stuff hit the fan so to say.
MEH!!!
Monday, November 10, 2008
AH!!!
Exams soon, im a bit worried. But not to much. . . Im gonna study lots on Thursday and Monday. So i should be all good! Im just stressed over other things. Its almost been a month. And nothings getting better. Well it doesnt seem to be anyway. And that makes me sad.
Im worried about other people. I wish people could be happy! I miss old times when it was fun. Before everyone got confused and screwed up and stressed! I wish people knew what they wanted.
I dont really know what im going to be when i grow up. I wish i did. I dont want a job. Works lame. Rather just sit in a room and do nothing.
I need to get more money i have $1.10 in my bank account at the moment. SO POOR!!! Im slowly eating through my cash supply. I think i need to start taking my lunch when i go out and taking a drink bottle. Save me like $8 a time! Thats over half my money per week! Theres a plan!
I got 2nd in Economic's. Im annoyed at myself, i shouldv studied for the tests now. . . No one ever remembers second place. People dont say well done im proud of you. They always go "Who came first?" next year im going to work harder, i want to get first in something.
I dont know how i feel about myself, I used to think i was smart, but im not, im average. I used to think i was kind and people would turn to me when they needed to talk, but they dont. I used to be happy all the time, but now im not. I rarely feel happy, happy. Most the time its just what can i do so im not sitting on my arse in front of the computer. People invite me to things but its not overly thrilling. Just average. I used to look forward to seeing people, now most people i dread it. I used to think people wanted to see me. Now i feel like baggage, i dont normally get a smile. If i do i get ditched for someone else if they come along. Maybe im boring?
Who know's i dont!
Im so tired. . . I need to go to bed on time. Prize giving tonight. I have to go sit through 2hrs+ of people getting 1st in this and 1st in that! So depressingly boring! Good for them though. But i only feel pride for a few people who won. I dont know if they care entirely that i do or understand how proud I am of them. I feel like everyone's growing with new relationships and im not. Everyone's making new friends and im not needed like i used to be, and im losing my place in peoples lives.
Maybe im just a grizzling. . .
Im going to go do something now!
Have fun in this game of life!
Im worried about other people. I wish people could be happy! I miss old times when it was fun. Before everyone got confused and screwed up and stressed! I wish people knew what they wanted.
I dont really know what im going to be when i grow up. I wish i did. I dont want a job. Works lame. Rather just sit in a room and do nothing.
I need to get more money i have $1.10 in my bank account at the moment. SO POOR!!! Im slowly eating through my cash supply. I think i need to start taking my lunch when i go out and taking a drink bottle. Save me like $8 a time! Thats over half my money per week! Theres a plan!
I got 2nd in Economic's. Im annoyed at myself, i shouldv studied for the tests now. . . No one ever remembers second place. People dont say well done im proud of you. They always go "Who came first?" next year im going to work harder, i want to get first in something.
I dont know how i feel about myself, I used to think i was smart, but im not, im average. I used to think i was kind and people would turn to me when they needed to talk, but they dont. I used to be happy all the time, but now im not. I rarely feel happy, happy. Most the time its just what can i do so im not sitting on my arse in front of the computer. People invite me to things but its not overly thrilling. Just average. I used to look forward to seeing people, now most people i dread it. I used to think people wanted to see me. Now i feel like baggage, i dont normally get a smile. If i do i get ditched for someone else if they come along. Maybe im boring?
Who know's i dont!
Im so tired. . . I need to go to bed on time. Prize giving tonight. I have to go sit through 2hrs+ of people getting 1st in this and 1st in that! So depressingly boring! Good for them though. But i only feel pride for a few people who won. I dont know if they care entirely that i do or understand how proud I am of them. I feel like everyone's growing with new relationships and im not. Everyone's making new friends and im not needed like i used to be, and im losing my place in peoples lives.
Maybe im just a grizzling. . .
Im going to go do something now!
Have fun in this game of life!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
The end lingers. . .
One more day of proper school for this year! then off on Holidays! during which im going to become an amazing drummer! :P
This picture is from Friday, Let me introduce the V-Dairy Challange. Nick and I dicided that we would take a piture of the dairy everytime new graffeti appeared on it. This is Day one of the Challange. Nick is in the picture to prove that it really is Graffeti Free. Every Sunday if theres new Graffetti im gonna take a picture and keep a track of it here, and my bebo. Just thought it'd be interesting!
Well yes back to the important stuff! On friday was Fiesta, it was fun. . . Meh. I guess. It was hard though. People being people and different around other people.
"Playing Ping-Pong Over Oceans, Messing with Emotions. Messing with My Head."
We went to the park cause the actual Fiesta got a bit tedious. The park was fun. Looked at clouds. . . Left people to there lonesome. It was fun. Talked with others discussed somethings. Then we left and walked around the park to sneak in and see what those people were up to. . . All commando like! :P
It wasnt entirely horrible. . . Made me feel a bit meh. Cause some people were acting ways that confused me and made me stressed. But Jo gave me a girls perspective on it which made me feel a little better.
Then i walked back with Young Nick to his house to watch Pulp Sport! and then we let off some of Matts homemade skyrockets! They made huge bangs! and he kinda explained how to make them so iv got to try it :P
Then on Saturday i meet Jonny, and Bob in town Andrew was supposed to come but we have no idea what was going on there cause he never showed up! So we hung out with out him i got Nick his Birthday present. Cheap Trick Greatest hits, and i bought Elemeno P - Love and Disrespect and GoodNight Nurse - Keep Me On Your Side! We hung out walking around town, We went to Pennylane the best cd store in CHCH. Its cool, like Real Greedy just everythings $5 cheaper!
Then at 4.30ish they went home and i ran to laserstrike! For Nicks Party! And OMG Laserstrike is completly different! so cool though. And i used my upgrades to buy better sheilds and stuff. So i was a bit better. . . I got a decent score i thought. The Guy that won got most trigger happy and but he cheated he'd cover up the laser so you couldnt shot him! It was quite exciting! :)
Then i went to GoodNight Nurse with Siobhan and Kristin it was fun! we played pool and moshed! Except one girl infront off us stunk the whole room out . . . She smelt worse than a tent full of un-showered boys at eastercamp! I got GGN to sign my CD which was neat! :) It was a good weekend. Even if i couldnt sleep and i was up to like 2am! :P
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
My weekend!
So, in the weekend i went to a party!
WHOA! at my friend Hannah's house. We were safe because her big brother checked up on us every we while. Some people drunk so much and did so many stupid things! it was funny to watch. I only drunk the one pulse. Tastes like energy drink! It was nice but i drunk it slowly!
Its funny how people are different when the're drunk do things they'd never normally do. PEOPLE they'd never noramally do. Next time im taking like a camera to take video's cause people act so halirious!
Especilly when we put young Jovan into "the box" he had no idea what was going on! It was so so so funny!!!
And there were lots of halirious quotes! look on Siobhan's page if you'd like to read some!
It was a fun evening, except someone binge drunk well two people, and they through up all over my stuff. . . So i had to make up a cover story for the old Parentals!
Well i gotta go to school il blog more after youth group.
Bye!
WHOA! at my friend Hannah's house. We were safe because her big brother checked up on us every we while. Some people drunk so much and did so many stupid things! it was funny to watch. I only drunk the one pulse. Tastes like energy drink! It was nice but i drunk it slowly!
Its funny how people are different when the're drunk do things they'd never normally do. PEOPLE they'd never noramally do. Next time im taking like a camera to take video's cause people act so halirious!
Especilly when we put young Jovan into "the box" he had no idea what was going on! It was so so so funny!!!
And there were lots of halirious quotes! look on Siobhan's page if you'd like to read some!
It was a fun evening, except someone binge drunk well two people, and they through up all over my stuff. . . So i had to make up a cover story for the old Parentals!
Well i gotta go to school il blog more after youth group.
Bye!
Friday, October 31, 2008
HellO!
Well,
Today i helped my dad Dj at Puroa Street School (i think that's what its called) and man it was weird. It was Halloween theme of course it being weeny at the tonight. I was Dressed as a vampire, Dreadlocks and all! :P Man the kids there were mean! They just yelled and one girl said she was going to kick me in the butt! Oh the Violence! Just cause I didn't let her hold the end of the limbo stick. Which to be honest they were completely USE-less at! It made me laugh. I could've gone lower and i was like twice there height. So that made me laugh!
It was fun though, well bets sitting at home doing nothing! Except of all the requests that were made only one was an actual song! The rest were crap! Man proof that Hip-Hop is completely commercialised when Fendalton Kids are requesting them!
Well, now iv just had a large 2x Cheeseburger Combo from McDonalds so I now have no will to sleep for another hour! YAH!!!
Man im confused at the moment. Siobhan, doesnt tell me what im doing to annoy her for ages and i wish she would tell me sooner. Im sorry for being so annoying! But if i dnt know what im doing i can't stop! Surely you must see the wisdom in telling me these things Snugs?
Well yes tomorrow will be interesting! I dont know what might go down. Probly lots of things, I hope though that nothing to bad happens at the Sleep over. I hope people dont do stupid things, I hope I get awnsers. . . Iv been being told for half a week now that is were we'll discus things, so maybe there il get awnsers. . . Maybe everything can change, and we can fix things. MEH!
But who know's? I can only hope and Pray.
Today i helped my dad Dj at Puroa Street School (i think that's what its called) and man it was weird. It was Halloween theme of course it being weeny at the tonight. I was Dressed as a vampire, Dreadlocks and all! :P Man the kids there were mean! They just yelled and one girl said she was going to kick me in the butt! Oh the Violence! Just cause I didn't let her hold the end of the limbo stick. Which to be honest they were completely USE-less at! It made me laugh. I could've gone lower and i was like twice there height. So that made me laugh!
It was fun though, well bets sitting at home doing nothing! Except of all the requests that were made only one was an actual song! The rest were crap! Man proof that Hip-Hop is completely commercialised when Fendalton Kids are requesting them!
Well, now iv just had a large 2x Cheeseburger Combo from McDonalds so I now have no will to sleep for another hour! YAH!!!
Man im confused at the moment. Siobhan, doesnt tell me what im doing to annoy her for ages and i wish she would tell me sooner. Im sorry for being so annoying! But if i dnt know what im doing i can't stop! Surely you must see the wisdom in telling me these things Snugs?
Well yes tomorrow will be interesting! I dont know what might go down. Probly lots of things, I hope though that nothing to bad happens at the Sleep over. I hope people dont do stupid things, I hope I get awnsers. . . Iv been being told for half a week now that is were we'll discus things, so maybe there il get awnsers. . . Maybe everything can change, and we can fix things. MEH!
But who know's? I can only hope and Pray.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Weekend!
Weekend!!!
My weekend was interesting! Saturday the plan was to study. . . Soooo i practised drums and watched Tv! My mum left to go to Chicago, so we had an old fashion movie night! Like Dad, and Jono and me used to do all the time! oh Except we had Chinese instead of McDonald's or KFC but it was still awesome. We watched Iron man which i hadn't seen yet, but man its a cool movie!
I want that suit! except in glossy white with silver and blue edging. . . Like my Halo2 dude! :P
Then the next day, (Sunday!) i played the drums in church. Which was stressful as always! But i didn't stuff up at all this time, well not majorly! Then Nick and I walked to Riccarton, and played at kirkwood schools playground on the way! We then saw "How to Lose Friends and Alienate People" and as we left that we saw my Dad and he gave me money to go with him to "Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D" so me and Nick went to that!
Then on Monday i went SNOWBOARDING!!! YAH!!!! I spent the day boarding with Matt, i did a few rails and a couple of Indies but mostly i just cruised along. It was pretty sweet! Then after that Matt swung by and picked me up and we went surfing at New Brighton! so now iv snowboarded and surfed in the same day! xD
My weekend was interesting! Saturday the plan was to study. . . Soooo i practised drums and watched Tv! My mum left to go to Chicago, so we had an old fashion movie night! Like Dad, and Jono and me used to do all the time! oh Except we had Chinese instead of McDonald's or KFC but it was still awesome. We watched Iron man which i hadn't seen yet, but man its a cool movie!
I want that suit! except in glossy white with silver and blue edging. . . Like my Halo2 dude! :P
Then the next day, (Sunday!) i played the drums in church. Which was stressful as always! But i didn't stuff up at all this time, well not majorly! Then Nick and I walked to Riccarton, and played at kirkwood schools playground on the way! We then saw "How to Lose Friends and Alienate People" and as we left that we saw my Dad and he gave me money to go with him to "Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D" so me and Nick went to that!
Then on Monday i went SNOWBOARDING!!! YAH!!!! I spent the day boarding with Matt, i did a few rails and a couple of Indies but mostly i just cruised along. It was pretty sweet! Then after that Matt swung by and picked me up and we went surfing at New Brighton! so now iv snowboarded and surfed in the same day! xD
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Life.
Life,
Whoa. It's wierd. You do something, you thought you wanted. And now its terrible. I dont want to make that mistake again. I do want to do it again. Just not like that. It just felt completely wrong. And im sure everyone knows what i mean. Even though only one person will know what im on about! :P
Im sorry.
My parents are acting really wierd. Since they heard that Siobhan and i have broken up. My Dad asked me awkward questions. . . Ones i dont have the awnsers to, ones i dont want to think about. Like "Does Siobhan have another Boyfriend?" and "Does she have lots a boys chasing her?" The awnsers, No, and most definatly. He seems to think im handling it very well. But he doesnt know bout the mistakes iv made, or the habits iv developed. He asked me if i was angry at Siobhan. I had thought i wasnt, but yes I am. Actually when i think about it. I'm hurt, and Angry. Theres things I did wrong, Theres things she did wrong. Im angry at the way it's worked out. Im angry at her for the way she treats me. I'm angry.
My Mum i think, is actually being quite horrible about it. I dont think she means to be. I think she's trying to be funny or something. But the comments she makes arent funny. I didnt really need her to tell me that if i ever needed a date i could take her. Wouldnt that be a disaster. . . And horrible. :P maybe some of the things she say's is funny!
I do feel hurt, i feel betrayed. People say wait and it'l work itself out. I want to, but i dont know. . . I'm not sure anymore. I used to be. Now im not sure, she said i scare her when im Angry. She scares me when she's angry.
I dont think she's allowed to be angry at me at the moment though. I didnt do anything to her, nothing like what she did do me. She broke up with me. NOT the other way around. So yes im angry. Maybe thats why it felt so wrong?
Just a thought. I do still want it to feel right again. Im confused. Conflicting feelings, Positive over negitive and confusion. This is Stupid. SO SO stupid. and know i wont type it three times. It looks kinda over dramatic. Although i still support three dots. . .
I can't stop doing everything i used to, but i can fight habits, i can break them. I will stop them. I wont be pathetic. I will hold on just not tightly. I dont need, i just want. I can survive without.
I do need my friends. I do need them. I do need my best friends. I do need my BBF. I would like my GF. But i do not need her. Man this is conflicting. . .
I hope nothing bad happens. I dont need anymore of this confusion. Unless its resolving sorta confusion... Which i guess is kinda awkward oxymoron kinda stuff. When i feel better i'l put pictures back on the page. Thank you to the people that'dv talked to me, through txt or, msn or, bebo messaging. :) I am listening and i appreciate the advice. and amazingly your all right, and your all saying the same thing. So here's to our plan.
P.S. if it goes to custurd i blame you.
P.P.S Im only joking!
Whoa. It's wierd. You do something, you thought you wanted. And now its terrible. I dont want to make that mistake again. I do want to do it again. Just not like that. It just felt completely wrong. And im sure everyone knows what i mean. Even though only one person will know what im on about! :P
Im sorry.
My parents are acting really wierd. Since they heard that Siobhan and i have broken up. My Dad asked me awkward questions. . . Ones i dont have the awnsers to, ones i dont want to think about. Like "Does Siobhan have another Boyfriend?" and "Does she have lots a boys chasing her?" The awnsers, No, and most definatly. He seems to think im handling it very well. But he doesnt know bout the mistakes iv made, or the habits iv developed. He asked me if i was angry at Siobhan. I had thought i wasnt, but yes I am. Actually when i think about it. I'm hurt, and Angry. Theres things I did wrong, Theres things she did wrong. Im angry at the way it's worked out. Im angry at her for the way she treats me. I'm angry.
My Mum i think, is actually being quite horrible about it. I dont think she means to be. I think she's trying to be funny or something. But the comments she makes arent funny. I didnt really need her to tell me that if i ever needed a date i could take her. Wouldnt that be a disaster. . . And horrible. :P maybe some of the things she say's is funny!
I do feel hurt, i feel betrayed. People say wait and it'l work itself out. I want to, but i dont know. . . I'm not sure anymore. I used to be. Now im not sure, she said i scare her when im Angry. She scares me when she's angry.
I dont think she's allowed to be angry at me at the moment though. I didnt do anything to her, nothing like what she did do me. She broke up with me. NOT the other way around. So yes im angry. Maybe thats why it felt so wrong?
Just a thought. I do still want it to feel right again. Im confused. Conflicting feelings, Positive over negitive and confusion. This is Stupid. SO SO stupid. and know i wont type it three times. It looks kinda over dramatic. Although i still support three dots. . .
I can't stop doing everything i used to, but i can fight habits, i can break them. I will stop them. I wont be pathetic. I will hold on just not tightly. I dont need, i just want. I can survive without.
I do need my friends. I do need them. I do need my best friends. I do need my BBF. I would like my GF. But i do not need her. Man this is conflicting. . .
I hope nothing bad happens. I dont need anymore of this confusion. Unless its resolving sorta confusion... Which i guess is kinda awkward oxymoron kinda stuff. When i feel better i'l put pictures back on the page. Thank you to the people that'dv talked to me, through txt or, msn or, bebo messaging. :) I am listening and i appreciate the advice. and amazingly your all right, and your all saying the same thing. So here's to our plan.
P.S. if it goes to custurd i blame you.
P.P.S Im only joking!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Humans
Humans,
Ok. People, individuals. Everyone. We're floored in some way.
Why? We are all equals, but in no way is anyone the same.
Hence people are valued differently.
So we can't be equal can we?
We all have different values.
A thing that is revolting to one person is normal to somethings.
People do wrong and get away with it.
Its not fair.
No one can possibly be equal to anyone else.
Life is just far to complicated.
People do things, mistakes. We hurt others, we scare others, we terrify them, we make them cry. Why do people suffer for other peoples mistake.
Life is not fair.
Promises, why do people say things they dont mean?
People lie. Why?
It hurts other.
ok i Lie, i break promises. But i try my hardest not to.
Why does it feel like so many others dont? A word said out loud, has to be ment.
I dont mean saying one thing by accident. I mean intimate promises between friends.
Why are they being thrown away?
Why do people say one thing then do something completly against what they just said. Hypocrites.
Why do others suffer?
Every action has a consequence.
You have to think of others.
We are all connected through relationships ever so distently.
You cant do something and exspect it not to effect someone.
Of course you could do something that effects everyone positively.
But theres is always the opposite of anything.
You cant trust people.
Some people are good, or appear good.
Most people. Somewhere in them are evil. We're Humans.
We were made for good, but Sin came into the world. We have the choice. I know Good is ultimately stronger than evil, but when choice is given to us. Our true nature is showen. Human nature.
When we're given the choice to do evil. Our own selfish human nature shows. When we have evil thoughts and choice, evil gets done.
Hence everyone is evil.
I know i am.
Why must we cause pain to others? Our world is huge. There are millions starving, while we feast on rubbish. Is that not evil? We have choice. We can help if we want to. Do we?
Sometimes not doing something is wrong.
We must try to think of others always. Watch what we say and we promise. Try hard to forgive those that do us wrong. Live in the now but always think of the future.
If everyone thought of others, then we'd all be looked after by each other. Of course we look after ourselves, but if we Loved each other. No one would be lonely. To be Loved you must first Love.
Whoa im a raunter!
No wonder i cant write essays look at that crappy structure. :P
hm. . .
Ok. People, individuals. Everyone. We're floored in some way.
Why? We are all equals, but in no way is anyone the same.
Hence people are valued differently.
So we can't be equal can we?
We all have different values.
A thing that is revolting to one person is normal to somethings.
People do wrong and get away with it.
Its not fair.
No one can possibly be equal to anyone else.
Life is just far to complicated.
People do things, mistakes. We hurt others, we scare others, we terrify them, we make them cry. Why do people suffer for other peoples mistake.
Life is not fair.
Promises, why do people say things they dont mean?
People lie. Why?
It hurts other.
ok i Lie, i break promises. But i try my hardest not to.
Why does it feel like so many others dont? A word said out loud, has to be ment.
I dont mean saying one thing by accident. I mean intimate promises between friends.
Why are they being thrown away?
Why do people say one thing then do something completly against what they just said. Hypocrites.
Why do others suffer?
Every action has a consequence.
You have to think of others.
We are all connected through relationships ever so distently.
You cant do something and exspect it not to effect someone.
Of course you could do something that effects everyone positively.
But theres is always the opposite of anything.
You cant trust people.
Some people are good, or appear good.
Most people. Somewhere in them are evil. We're Humans.
We were made for good, but Sin came into the world. We have the choice. I know Good is ultimately stronger than evil, but when choice is given to us. Our true nature is showen. Human nature.
When we're given the choice to do evil. Our own selfish human nature shows. When we have evil thoughts and choice, evil gets done.
Hence everyone is evil.
I know i am.
Why must we cause pain to others? Our world is huge. There are millions starving, while we feast on rubbish. Is that not evil? We have choice. We can help if we want to. Do we?
Sometimes not doing something is wrong.
We must try to think of others always. Watch what we say and we promise. Try hard to forgive those that do us wrong. Live in the now but always think of the future.
If everyone thought of others, then we'd all be looked after by each other. Of course we look after ourselves, but if we Loved each other. No one would be lonely. To be Loved you must first Love.
Whoa im a raunter!
No wonder i cant write essays look at that crappy structure. :P
hm. . .
Thursday, October 16, 2008
MP3 Player
I just turned my MP3 player on these were the songs,
Spare me the details - the Offspring
"I'm not the one who messed up big time"
Want you Bad - the Offspring (this song makes me cry)
Bad Medicine - Bon Jovi
Figured You Out - Nickelback (the first half i like. . .)
Question - Goldfinger
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Dumb Reminders - No Use For a Name
There will be Revenge - No Use For a Name
Starlite - Young Hearts Attack
My Head - Goldfinger
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Behind Blue Eyes - The Who
If Only - Goldfinger
The Last Time - Goldfinger
Why Doesnt Anyone Like Me - No Use For a Name
Cherry Pie - Warrent
Love Sick Stumach Ache - Bowling For Soup
Good Night. . .
Spare me the details - the Offspring
"I'm not the one who messed up big time"
Want you Bad - the Offspring (this song makes me cry)
Bad Medicine - Bon Jovi
Figured You Out - Nickelback (the first half i like. . .)
Question - Goldfinger
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Dumb Reminders - No Use For a Name
There will be Revenge - No Use For a Name
Starlite - Young Hearts Attack
My Head - Goldfinger
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Behind Blue Eyes - The Who
If Only - Goldfinger
The Last Time - Goldfinger
Why Doesnt Anyone Like Me - No Use For a Name
Cherry Pie - Warrent
Love Sick Stumach Ache - Bowling For Soup
Good Night. . .
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I'm Sorry.
I'm sorry im a jerk,
I'm sorry i get jealous,
I'm sorry that i hurt,
I just do,
and so im Sorry.
I'm sorry that you did those things,
I know you are to.
I can forgive you,
I just wish you were truthful when i asked,
I wish you told me the whole truth,
I wish you talked with me rather than everyone else,
I especially wish you didnt talk to them.
Please understand,
Im not totally amazing, :')
I only try,
I know your sorry so we can move on now,
I wish will all my soul that you have told me everything that matters,
And if theres more that you do when i ask you,
I pray for you every night, even when i dont know what i feel about God.
But your smile makes me believe.
It hurts lots,
It hurts lots,
But the good times make it worth it.
I am willing to do anything for you.
I hope you feel the same.
Please,
Please,
No more off this deception,
No more lies,
No more of this,
I Love you.
I Love you.
I Love you.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
High Cascade!!!
Hello!!!!
Ok, so my Life was a bit rough last week, but it's gotten better. It's not perfect. But nothing ever is. I need to get my restricted soon. And i REALLY need to get more sleep! Im so tired. I havnt gone to sleep before midnight (except thursday when i fell asleep on Siobhans bed while she read. . .) but other than that night iv stay'd up late every night! Especially camp. BLOODY ANNOYING AUSSIES! Nah some of them are awsome. :) But man so are annoying when your trying to get to sleep!
It was great at camp though everyone was awsome. Except Annie the anal Aussie who just did not want anyone to have fun or to be nice to anyone! She was nuts. And not in the good Shazza kinda way! :P (Shazza or Sharon was one of the coaches she was pretty ecstatic all the time! (Like whoa whats she taking. . . And where can i get some?!)) The coaches were awsome, some from USA, one from Aussie, one from chch and my coach Beaven Hall who owned the mountain. He knew absolutly everyone! it was nutz!
Im so going back next year, anyone whos ever wanted to learn how to shred should go to a HighCascade camp. The people, the coaches, the free stuff! All awsome! and the foods not too bad. Better than i exspected anyway.
Well camps made me decided im gonna learn to skateboard. Seeing as you can do that all year and not snowboard. :(
Im considering going on an exchange, like during our summer so i can board more! YAH!!!
I <3>
Im getting a highlight video off camp, so il try to put that on my bebo at some point
Well Im tired. So i should sleep! Good night world. Sleep well. I miss some of you! I'm better than last week :)
Thank You.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Back from camp.
Camp was awsome.
But this week has been hell. . .
I hate everything. I want to cry. I hurt. I'm lonely. I hate this.
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody kill me.
And i had a bethany pulled on me. . . not a major one
but still
Kill me. NOW! If you loved me you would.
I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT!!!
I was having a great week. missing Siobhan and every one else. On wednesday i got dumped. I managed to hold it together. But now im crashing. I had a question bugging me and i got a truthful awnser but its not the one i wanted.
FUCK!!!
I need someone to talk to. . . But i feel like i got nobody that'd understand. . .
I thought it was going so well. . . Sure it wasnt perfect but perfects only in movies.
I want to be horrible. I want to forgive. I want to kill. Somebody shot me. . .
I want to bet you up. I want you to hold me and tell me it was all a nightmare.
This is Life. It sucks. It sucks hard.
But this week has been hell. . .
I hate everything. I want to cry. I hurt. I'm lonely. I hate this.
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody kill me.
And i had a bethany pulled on me. . . not a major one
but still
Kill me. NOW! If you loved me you would.
I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT!!!
I was having a great week. missing Siobhan and every one else. On wednesday i got dumped. I managed to hold it together. But now im crashing. I had a question bugging me and i got a truthful awnser but its not the one i wanted.
FUCK!!!
I need someone to talk to. . . But i feel like i got nobody that'd understand. . .
I thought it was going so well. . . Sure it wasnt perfect but perfects only in movies.
I want to be horrible. I want to forgive. I want to kill. Somebody shot me. . .
I want to bet you up. I want you to hold me and tell me it was all a nightmare.
This is Life. It sucks. It sucks hard.
Friday, September 26, 2008
SNOWBOARD CAMP!!!
Today im off. TO CAMP! AH!!! No parents just my brother, leaders and randoms!
Its gonna be interesting. . .
Well good bye cruel world! I'l try not to break my arm! :P
its gonna be fine!
So good bye!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
AHHHH!!!!!!!!! PARA-WHAT-SA'S!?!?! PARABOLA'S!!!
AHH!!! I have a maths test tomorrow! so i should be studying. The sort that might mean you dnt get into a good class next year sorta test! Which would be fine if it was normal maths like Number. . . But its Parabola's! AHHH!!!! FOUR LETTER WORDS THAT ARENT LOVE!!!
So i should be studying, hard out!
But what have i done this evening?
Iv been to town, cd & dvd store, rebel sport, riccarton, pak'n slave, my mums work, skateboarded and had a 5min drum practise! Now im writing this blog instead of doing what i should be doing! STUDY! and HOMEWORK!
I REALLY THINK ITS THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT!!!
AND I DONT FEEL FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(too many '!!!s'?)
Well any how. OPC. I hope i get in. I find out on friday. Im probly one of the un-fittest people there. And that may count against me. But i really want to make the squad. . . Just the training would be great fun. . . And a good in sentive to exercise and get fit! (and ab's :P). I try'd to awnser the questions truthfully. Giving myself quite a low score on all the sections of experience. . . I know im not the best candadate. . . But im praying to get in!
Speaking of Candadates. Obama or Mclain or what ever? :P not that we get a choice! Obama! but he wont win. Americans as a whole are to racist. They'd neverr elect a black. But i hope they surprise me!
Oh well i gotta go study Parabola's! i gotta try and ace this test tomorrow! so off i go!!!
Good luck world! with your test. Life.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Bowling!!!
Bowling!!!
I Won! and i only got one strike! my verry first bowl. . . I was a bit dissappointed with my score, only 80 something? or early 90's? Any way pretty pathetic. And i got so many gutter balls it wasnt funny!!! But it was fun! I thrashed everyone else in the circle, well not totally but i got double some of there scores! Pheobe (guest circle member) got two strikes so two Hi-5's for her! :P
After the bowling we went to BK and we got our combo's and me and Siobhan causually went to full our drinks at the same time to leave two certain somebodies alone. hehehe
They was so cute!
When i came back I got a look that was sort of half we know something you dont know smug grin cross, your interupting something very very important so buzz off!
So i did! :)
My Mum came and got me from town at 8ish and i did some astronomy homework. The only dumb thing is half my sky is blank because of all of the city street lamps! which is super annoying!!! But im pretty sure i found Jupiter.
Then i stayed up til 1, playing Halo2 and watching tv, and txting.
BUt it was fun, Then i slept and my brother woke me at 9. playing his Guitar and radio! FLIP! 9 is two early for that in the weekend!!!
Well tomorrow im drumming in Churh. Yah! not. . . I only found out thursday! i had plans that i have to sorta pospone a few hours now. And one of the songs is in 12:8 timing! WTH!!! whats wrong with 4:4???
Oh well on with the Drama!!!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What do you do when all your enemies are friends?
Hello!!! the title so yah know is cause im listening to Monkey Wrench atm. It couldv been its the end of the world as you know it a few minutes ago. Some how i think thats more apropriete at this moment of time. . .
Im Nervous, OPC trials tomorrow. Now i dnt think im fat but next to the Atheletes that are trialling next to me im a Mr. Colossus.
Things, people are stressing me. Mixed emotions. Confused. Pain. Hurt. But yes i know im bing Cryptic but thats the mood im in atm.
You ever had a song that suits your day? I can't think of one for today. . . Maybe Better days. But atm it needs to be a song that starts of fine and happy. Then declines into a depressing slomp of nothing-ness. Blackbox may be appropriete for latter. Who knows. I might just be like woah! But i think il be better.
btw this post has been written over two days.
Hm. . . Now think it could maybe be Takes a Radical. by Elemeno P. but i dnt know! MAybe not at all actually now that i think about it. I hate not knowing my days perfect song! Its like the guy in Definatly Maybe said. . . Its an extreme joy to know your song.
Well any how tomorrow is talk like a Pirate day! so Arrrr Me Arty's! :P Arrrr!!!
Well i should sleep.
Said we,
had time for a holiday,
Turns out I think to much,
Such Precious things dont go away,
And i will Wait my Love
Said we,
had time for a holiday
turns out I work to much,
Such Precious things dont go away,
And i will wait My Love
You are,
My Shining Star,
You are,
My Cavier
You are
My tonic lets get on it Lady. . . .
And you should know the rest. ;)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
HELLOOO!!!!
Why hello there peoples!
How are you?
Im a bit annoyed,
For 1 i missed a free Elemeno P concert! Argh!!! Why wouldnt they send all there Chch fans a email bout a free concert in Victoria Square?!
My Dad txt me during History about it cause my Mum had driven past there and seen it/ heard it on the radio or something. So all i could say to that was bugger. Another thing thats annoying is CREATIVE WRITING!!! I dnt have very good skills of the English! If there is anything i may fail English is it. ARGHHHH!!!! I hate English! and our school has stripped down our english basically you fail one standard then you may not have enough credits to get into yr 12 english!!!
And to add to that my class is Cabbage! Half the class left the exam as soon as possible and most of them didnt even try all the exams. They dnt even try to learn they just go to talk. To prove it in one of the papers 6/30 people passed. 4/6 got MERIT!!! Meaning theres is quite a substantial difference in the intelligence of the class.
and People! Sometimes they'r stressful.
But thats another time!
Better Days
Little man got no plan, no strategy
Lives on the corner of circumstance and Wellesley
Caught in the middle of someone else's fairy tale
Sucks it in stumbles up, up to her he says
I like you, Do you like me?
Let's get together, have adventures, it could lead to something
I like you, Do you like me?
Let's get together, have adventures
It could lead to better days
It could lead to better days
Little man, little dreams, little destiny
His life's a plea that won't be heard by you or me
He's not the guy that gets the happy ending fairy tale
He looks up, sees the girl, goes to her he says
I like you (I like you)
Do you like me? (Do you like me?)
Let's get together have adventures it could lead to something
I like you (I like you)
Do you like me? (Do you like me?)
Let's get together, have adventures
It could lead to better days
We could lead to better days
It could lead to better days
We could lead to better days
I've been out in the desert
For much too long
Holding hands with the devil
It's a sad sad song
I'm at the end of my courage
And so far gone
So say goodbye to the darkness
So long
I like you (I like you)
And you like me (You like me)
Lets have adventures, it could lead to something
I like you (I like you)And you like me (You like me)
Lets have adventures, it could lead to something, hoping it will lead to better days
It could lead to better days
We could lead to better days
It could lead to better days
Help me out, Help me out, Help me out
Hey hey
Buhbye!!!
Monday, September 8, 2008
ARGH!!!!
IM SO ANNOYED!!!
My stupid little brother keeps trying to go on my Drums! there are many reasons i dont want him to.
1) He used a hammer on them once
2) He's only doing it to annoy me
3) I dont go in his instruments
4) He doesnt hit the drums right he damages the skins!
5) He's a git that i can't stand so why would i let him use anything of mine?!?! Espeshially as he doesnt ask!
6) I just dont like him
7) I dont like people touching my stuff if they dont know how to use them.
8) When he's gone on the before he's moved everything!
9) I hate my brother.
10) He's sone on before and broken 2 sets of MY drumsticks.
Im sick of my brother.
Im sick of my family! Why can't my parents understand i dont want him touching my stuff!!! I dont go touch there stuff or play there instruments!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I cant deal with this extra stress iv got a bloody maths exam!!! on thursday!!! (btw im allowed to say bloody i do history)
Anyway now that this is the third time since the weekend i probly should tell you bout the awsomeness.
On Saturday i went to Ticketek (ticket-ek?) (ticket-tek?) to buy tickets to go to the Smokefree Retro gig thingy. It was WICKKED!!!
Performing were;
Anika Moa,
Elemeno P,
OpShop,
Evermore,
Anna Coddington,
Autozamm,
Minuit,
Goodnight Nurse
They played in the order of who ever was in rockquest most recently so first was Beneath the Silence cause they won the night before. I liked them but its not my cup of tea. but Man!
GOOD NIGHT NURSE AND ELEMENO P they were awsome!!!!!!!!
I knew all the words to most of there songs and it was great fun! Their wasnt many people there.
ElemenoP played my favourite song! Louder Louder! Its off there new album and they just released it as a single on Sunday? i think but i know all the words so i sung it and it made me super de duper happy! And then i stayd at Siobhans housey but then i got sick so on Sunday my Mummy had to come and pick me up. And i went home but it was a good weekend.
TTYL!!!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
AH!!! EXAMS!!!
Right now i should be studying! I had to exams today. I didnt know any dates for my History exam (not the greatest idea) and i ran outta time in my accounting exam. Mainly from stupid mistakes. The brillient thing in accounting is that because its all built up on each other you can awnser a number of the questions based on the questions further through the paper or in the next exam paper. REALLY ANNOYING when you realise you made a mistake and you need to redo 6 or 7 questions cause you classified something wrong! Dont try and rush, take your time but dont relax. I relaxed during the accounting exam to much so i ended up rushing the last paper and stuffing up easy stuff! wich was super stupid!I also forgot my lunch. But since it was exams i got to go to the super market during the 2hr break between my exams. Me and Daniel got a cooked Chicken. And bread rolls! Seonbu got dessert Chocolate and we shared that.
But man talk about market segmentation gone wild! $3.23 for 6 bread rolls or $3.42 for 20! I chose the 20 but man thats rediculous. Either the packaging is whats exspensive and that making a bag three times as big is cheaper. like 10c and breadrolls are dirt cheap or someones getting ripped off some where!
Anyways economists and English professors! i should be studying i have Eco and Eng tomorrow!!! AH!!! Can you tell im a little stressed?
Good bye world!
How can i?
How can i concentrate?
How can i get better?
How can i pass these exams!?!?!
How can i help you to see what i see?
When all you ever try and do is try and make me see how you see?
How can i fix you?
How can i make you smile?
How can i cope these changes?
How can i survive this cold!?
How do i get rid of my cough and my headache?
How do i make you happy?
Why do you feel that way?
Why wont you help me?
Im trying my hardest!
I need you to be therefore me.
I cant cope with this much longer. . .
I feel like im going to explode!
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm going to study.
I hope you ring.
If you dont soon im going to sleep.
Know Il always Love you.
To the end and beyond.
And remember "What seems to man to be righteous and good may in Gods eye be evil." or something like that.
Good Bye.
How can i get better?
How can i pass these exams!?!?!
How can i help you to see what i see?
When all you ever try and do is try and make me see how you see?
How can i fix you?
How can i make you smile?
How can i cope these changes?
How can i survive this cold!?
How do i get rid of my cough and my headache?
How do i make you happy?
Why do you feel that way?
Why wont you help me?
Im trying my hardest!
I need you to be therefore me.
I cant cope with this much longer. . .
I feel like im going to explode!
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm going to study.
I hope you ring.
If you dont soon im going to sleep.
Know Il always Love you.
To the end and beyond.
And remember "What seems to man to be righteous and good may in Gods eye be evil." or something like that.
Good Bye.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Killer, Murderer . . . and Birthday Parties!
Thats what my friend Nick Muttered at me some what accusingly at me. . . I stared back blankly. My brain trying to figure out what he was talking about. . . He'd been telling me he hated me all night (admittedly this was when i PWNED that Newb!!!) Then it clicked he was just talking bout me shirt! Cereal Killer. . . Thats what i am!
Well a few days ago it was my birthday so yester day 6 boys ascended on my house. Each one Hungerer than the last!!! THe plan was that id hire a Xbox360 and my friend would bring his so we could play 8 player Halo3 but i didnt book one at any video store and they were all hired out. My Mother dear ran around for an hour trying to track one down. But it didnt work as planned so basically we set up one Xbox360 with 3 controllers until one broke, a PS2 with Guitar Hero, my xbox with 3 player Halo2 and StarWars Battlefront 2 (only 3/4 ports work!) and my Laptop was used all night long for Youtubing and Msning.
My Friend Daniel brought caffine pills so some people took them to stay up all night. . . He's crashed now in the spare bedroom and has been for 2 1/2 hrs now. :P Only Bob coped doing it Al-la-Natural.
It was a good night except i had to keep getting more food! Boy my friends can eat. At about 1/4 5 i went to sleep until 10:30 most of my friends except Nick stayed up the WHOLE night! Poor Bobby had a cold. And Jacob try'd to go sleep in the Spare bedroom but when Nick started snoring, loudly. I think Jacob description was "like a train crashing into Mt Vesueveous". In the moring when i woke everyone was ready for breakfast so i fried the bacon and Nick made Pikelets and we feed those wolves. It was a good party.
My Birthday was good this year except i felt sick on the day, and i forgot my lunch! so i survived on gofted Chocolate and Reeses Pieces!
I got lost of cool things i got a drumkit! Yuss!!! It's Blue and its really just for practising i imagine if it got moved more than twice it'd fall apart! But it's still Mine! And I got Doc's!!! And Pj's and ear phones, MooLa, like $130 (in Total) hehe! An Eb games Voucher, a Rubber Ducky a Bracelet cuf thingy, Fudge, Chocolate, Cranberry Juice, a book bout that man with the paperclip. The new Elemeno P Album, a Switchblade album a Chimchar Doll! Tim and Bob's card was funny, And Jacob made a neat comic stripe witch ill upload sometime.
Well im gonna go have lunch now seeing as it's 3:36 and im Hungry!!!
So Long Suckers!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Been a While
HELLO!!!Well its been a while!
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I found out my phone could do this Snazzy trick a few days ago neat isnt it just?
Well what have i got up to? Well i went to Hutt on friday which was awsome i went on some harder trails Siobhan came two and got some lessons. In the Holidays u am officially going to SNOWBOARDING CAMP!!! Ye-AH! :P Tis going to be awsome fun. Snowboarding for a week getting taught to do things properly and better. :) gonna be so much fun!
I have discovered another pet hate over the last few days and it is Fur lined Jackets. I mean those ones that just have fur edging it looks AWWWW-ful. Like seriously. If it was real fur maybe it could look maybe ok. But those cheap jackets from like Glassons or Supre or where ever! COME ON GIRLS GET SOME STYLE!!!
Another Pet hate which would make me a hypercrite cause a few years ago it just wear anything is people who cant present them selves well! In my opinion some people need to get some decent clothes others need a haircut. It doesnt effect them as a person it's just come on! Have some pride! And if theres something that you dnt like about yourself that is sensible (eg Bad haircut) (Not like Skinny Girls who believe they're Fat!) Change it!!! Go to a Hair dressers, Find a friend that dresses well and chooses there own clothes and get them to help you shop. Do some exercise to get a nicer bum! Who knows what you want to change.
Atm my computers going all bizarre. It does this every now and again i guess leaving them on for weeks at a time and not shutting them down at all takes its toll. Must need to recharge its battery every now and again.
Last week i went to my Girlfriends party. It was ok. . . Sept it was lots of girls but that was my fault seeing as i asked to be invited knowing that. Man choosing movies was a task tho! It took them more than half an hour! It was rediculous! NEVER choose movies with a dozen girls!
At the moment im watching the Olympic's some of those Athlets are Ugly! Like serious they mustv been beaten with the ugly stick every day as children. But saying that there are some good looking Athletes (<-- thats a word i cant spell) Me and Siobhan are gonna start a list if you know any tell me about em?
Well im gonna go goggling!
TTFN!!!
Monday, July 28, 2008
Yummy!
Yummy!
Fudge!
Anyhow! To the Post! I got this yummy picture of Fudge because my B-E-A-UTE-I-FULL gf gave me a picture today and it reminds me of what it says on those supre shorts that she was trying on. :P If you could call them Shorts!
Man, Supre encouraging perverts and selling ever shrinking clothes to young whores since 1984!
Not that theres anything bad with Supre, its just some, naaah (sound a horsey makes!) ALOT of there clothes are incredibly rip off! i cant believe pay for that rubbish! I dont know, but if i was a girl id avoid Supre. . . Like many of the Sensible Girls i know! Id shop at Lippy. . . :P i like Tripp clothes they'r quite "sweet as bro".
Yes i did spend a day shopping with 4 girls on sunday! how could you of not figured that out already?! :P All i wanted was i nice pair of regular Boot cut style jeans! I didnt find any though wich was a huge shame! admittedly i didnt look thaaaaaat hard. . . But none really jumped up and bit me! And they're so espensive! I mean "Lyk WOAH!" $180+ for popular brands! Although i did see some i would consider that were $130. . . but still! Anyhow the shopping! I never knew there were so many shops in the Palms!!! And we visited them all it seemed! And they tryd lots on! Speshilly the Gorgeous and Talented. . . (drum roll) . . . . Siobhan! But it took ages! At one point Mihi T (Siobhan's home stay Mihimana's Tahitian friend whos also on an exchange) was in a changing room so i mimed taking her cloths that she'd put over the door, and Mihimana actually took them! the Sqeaul was priceless! (unlike the jeans i was looking at!) :P So so so funny! And then Siobhan try'd on lots of dress's in Lippy and those shorts as a joke in Supre.
Supre tis French for Slut!
Sadly its not but it sounds believable!
Do you ever get that feeling when your doing something that you really should be doing your history homework? No? Just me then! I hate homework. . . When im Prime minister im gonna Ban Homework!
I have refound my Love! GINGERBEER!!! Drink of the God's!!! Any how im gonna stop the mucking around and get down and dirty arms deep in homework!
I hope your having a better "Surf" than me and i hope this post agrees with your high Praise Roseanna :P
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Holidays!
I finally cracked this thing!
I forgot my password! but i figured it out so now im back!
Well its Sunday the 20th of July. The last night of holidays!
Because tomorrow is another term! What have i done? I have done alot and very little at the same time!
in the first week i orgainised a trip to the Battlelink which was great fun! i love shotting up my friends! :P and then i try'd to orgainise more but everyone was busy!
I banged my drums a bit which was fun. But mostly i played lots of computer games right now im really into Galactic Civilisation II wich is great fun!
The second week we went to Wanaka, and i realised how clueless my darling Gf is when it comes to places in NZ! I Love You Siobhan! In Wanaka OMG its like Fendelton! really ponsy arse people! Anyways my family and i rented a house and we went skiing. Well my mum did me and my brother snowboarded and my Dad sat in the Rav and read his book.
It was so much fun! i think im getting to be quite good actually. I can even Ollie. We lasted 3 days before we were to swore i know pathetic really! but oh well. Im gonna go with my mum a few time during the term to Mount Hutt. But there i go getting side tracked again.
On the way back to home we went through Omarama, which was a tiny little town in the middle of no where and i had delicous pancakes and the whole way from Wanaka to there it was snowing. It was so pretty! Finally after like 6hrs driving we got home and now im really tired still even though that was yesterday. I think i shall go to sleep now!
Sweet Dreams World Wide Web!
I forgot my password! but i figured it out so now im back!
Well its Sunday the 20th of July. The last night of holidays!
Because tomorrow is another term! What have i done? I have done alot and very little at the same time!
in the first week i orgainised a trip to the Battlelink which was great fun! i love shotting up my friends! :P and then i try'd to orgainise more but everyone was busy!
I banged my drums a bit which was fun. But mostly i played lots of computer games right now im really into Galactic Civilisation II wich is great fun!
The second week we went to Wanaka, and i realised how clueless my darling Gf is when it comes to places in NZ! I Love You Siobhan! In Wanaka OMG its like Fendelton! really ponsy arse people! Anyways my family and i rented a house and we went skiing. Well my mum did me and my brother snowboarded and my Dad sat in the Rav and read his book.
It was so much fun! i think im getting to be quite good actually. I can even Ollie. We lasted 3 days before we were to swore i know pathetic really! but oh well. Im gonna go with my mum a few time during the term to Mount Hutt. But there i go getting side tracked again.
On the way back to home we went through Omarama, which was a tiny little town in the middle of no where and i had delicous pancakes and the whole way from Wanaka to there it was snowing. It was so pretty! Finally after like 6hrs driving we got home and now im really tired still even though that was yesterday. I think i shall go to sleep now!
Sweet Dreams World Wide Web!
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Youth Group!
Well tonight was a thursday night so i did what i always do. I went to Zebs and had a Jam type thing! it was fun! except we ran outta Guitar amps! Lol but yeah we played this kinda Bluesy Jazzy song that was quite slow for like 1/2 and hour. It was AW-Sum! I'm the drummer btw ;) incase you didnt guess from my pictures! :P
Well Youth Group was fun we watched Star Wars a New Hope, laughed at all the clitches and because there are no girls at my youthgroup laughed at all the perfectly harmless stuff that could be dodgy if said in the wrong way! Then we had a debate over who was better Han Solo, or Luke Skywalker! I voted 4 Han Solo!
Well Youth Group was fun we watched Star Wars a New Hope, laughed at all the clitches and because there are no girls at my youthgroup laughed at all the perfectly harmless stuff that could be dodgy if said in the wrong way! Then we had a debate over who was better Han Solo, or Luke Skywalker! I voted 4 Han Solo!
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Update.
So yeah, I am Still Sam as far as i know and thats good. I like being Sam it has its advantages. I started archery today and it was fun! i shot the target and actually hit it twice to! xD Well... Once in the centre of the target... But my Drum teacher rung me up and thats starting up again so im happy about that! I like drums. Even though i suck! but its fun causing lots of noise! xD i started playing on this site called Ikariam. I'l put it in the links list. Im kinda getting bored with my Tribal war account but i want to keep it otherwise all those hours were a waste of time. Lol alot like this! but ok!
Well i need to go to sleep nowish! gd night!
Well i need to go to sleep nowish! gd night!
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Start
Well, this is interesting, i am Sam, hence Sam i am. I do not like green eggs in ham, but that is because i havnt tried them. Provided the green eggs are free range of course.
Well im Sam, I play Tribal wars, Ikariam and started playing blackout rugby even though i think rugby is a silly sport.
I go to school but i wont mention where cause you never know who could be watching... and if i said my school name people looking for me would be able to find me. . . Im ok at school, im in the 2nd Maths and Science classes, 4th English though (not the hottest subject). I also do Economics, Accounting, History (actually my funnest subject) and biblical studies (because my school makes me). All in all schools interesting except for english and Biblical studies, both of wich, not to sound snobby or any thing im alot smarter than most of the class, top 2 or 3 id say. Well it's probly my own fault really, cause im to shy and dont ask questions on the rare occasions that i dnt get things. Omgosh i think a reader may be getting the wrong idea about me if they'd read up to here, but oh well!
I have my own group of friends, we call ourselves the circle and joke about us becoming a cult. We just hang out at school, and youthgroup and the such.
Alway's wear sunblock. I say this just now because last time i went out in the sun i came back with a rather burned nose thats been pealing for the last week. Yes cringe in disgust. But remember your sunblock.
Well im Sam, I play Tribal wars, Ikariam and started playing blackout rugby even though i think rugby is a silly sport.
I go to school but i wont mention where cause you never know who could be watching... and if i said my school name people looking for me would be able to find me. . . Im ok at school, im in the 2nd Maths and Science classes, 4th English though (not the hottest subject). I also do Economics, Accounting, History (actually my funnest subject) and biblical studies (because my school makes me). All in all schools interesting except for english and Biblical studies, both of wich, not to sound snobby or any thing im alot smarter than most of the class, top 2 or 3 id say. Well it's probly my own fault really, cause im to shy and dont ask questions on the rare occasions that i dnt get things. Omgosh i think a reader may be getting the wrong idea about me if they'd read up to here, but oh well!
I have my own group of friends, we call ourselves the circle and joke about us becoming a cult. We just hang out at school, and youthgroup and the such.
Alway's wear sunblock. I say this just now because last time i went out in the sun i came back with a rather burned nose thats been pealing for the last week. Yes cringe in disgust. But remember your sunblock.
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