My auntie who seems to me to be thoroughly wise as all things she says into my life come true eventually. Has come to stay again. And she made another scary prediction, much like her last such deadly one. Perhaps the last one wasn't a prediction but a realistic or pessimistic view. It Was one time when she came to stay Siobhan was over. Once Siobhan had left my auntie was asked by my mum if she liked Siobhan. My Aunt said something along the lines of Siobhan who? That girl that was just here oh she was nice, i didn't bother getting to know her cause it wont last and I'll never see her again with a laugh. At the time this was incredibly cruel I kinda shunned my auntie for the rest of her visit but she was right.
This latest prediction was to do with university, she reckons I'm gonna drink a lot. Which I've made up my mind to stay well away from. Next year is Study, Sport, Study, Church, Study, Study oh and did I mention Study? This is so I CAN get into med school. Alcohol is a useless distraction which alters the brain and helps people make decisions they regret later. If you can have fun without alcohol something is sad so very sad. Anyway that's my opinion! Most of the people I know do not drink sensibly and are always like ALCOHOL! WHOA! YEAH! We need to get some of that! whoop! Which is stupid when they get it they drink to much and do really stupid things. When in my opinion being sober and hanging out doing stuff is much more fun. Alcohol doesn't even taste nice! Why drink it when we can have ginger beer or coke? Much tastier beverages! Anyway that's me for my Thursday night rant. I was in the mood to rant. . .
Showing posts with label stressed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stressed. Show all posts
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Friday, February 27, 2009
99% Cacao
I was thinking, if the awnsers not clear? Why? If its a maybe? Why not a yes? How can it be what you say it is when your actions contridict it? Why can someone be fine in your mind one minute, then after stewing over what they say and it all goes down the plug? Why do people do things? Say things? And then keep you at arms length, are they doing it for kicks? Do the understand the power they have?
Man if i wrote a book, i think High Fedality styles the way I'd go... Lots of thinking, saying stuff, but not. Good book btw. . . I think i might read it twice. . . I hope i never end up like Rob. . .
Im starting to think about things I say before I say them with everyone, this scares me. It means i get to consciously decide whether to lie or not. Like my Dad asked me today if i'd heard from the driving instructor, i knew I had. I decided to say no, because i didnt want to talk about it and cause dont really want to learn from the guy. . . Its scary, driving, and the instructors weird. . . I dont know, you know that vibe you get off some people and you just know its going to be awkward, and that theres no way you could be friends? And OMG the cars smells like old people. . . I had a shower last time just to get rid of the smell!!!
ARGH!!!
This weekend is going to suck! Driving lesson, Homework, Frisbee Golf (I know what the hell! and as far as i know only Jacobs going. . . im trying to contain all the excitement thats building up inside me. . . nope cant quite stand it. . .) Playing band in church which is just flipping stressful. . . and frustrating cause no one helps you set up the drumkit and its normally broken cause who ever put it away last time didnt do it properly! then iv got a free sunday afternoon. . . well maybe! Who knows? God knows!!!
Im so tired as well its 1/4 past 10 and my minds hit the fan, and i can barely sit up in my seat!
Pretty colours!
Man if i wrote a book, i think High Fedality styles the way I'd go... Lots of thinking, saying stuff, but not. Good book btw. . . I think i might read it twice. . . I hope i never end up like Rob. . .
Im starting to think about things I say before I say them with everyone, this scares me. It means i get to consciously decide whether to lie or not. Like my Dad asked me today if i'd heard from the driving instructor, i knew I had. I decided to say no, because i didnt want to talk about it and cause dont really want to learn from the guy. . . Its scary, driving, and the instructors weird. . . I dont know, you know that vibe you get off some people and you just know its going to be awkward, and that theres no way you could be friends? And OMG the cars smells like old people. . . I had a shower last time just to get rid of the smell!!!
ARGH!!!
This weekend is going to suck! Driving lesson, Homework, Frisbee Golf (I know what the hell! and as far as i know only Jacobs going. . . im trying to contain all the excitement thats building up inside me. . . nope cant quite stand it. . .) Playing band in church which is just flipping stressful. . . and frustrating cause no one helps you set up the drumkit and its normally broken cause who ever put it away last time didnt do it properly! then iv got a free sunday afternoon. . . well maybe! Who knows? God knows!!!
Im so tired as well its 1/4 past 10 and my minds hit the fan, and i can barely sit up in my seat!
Pretty colours!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What the hell is going on?!
Im so confused. Why is everything so confusing? I feel something on day, the next day its just worse. I can't stop feeling the way i do. Im not a switch.
Lol I just got that song in my head
"I'll be the switch she turns on, She'll be mine too, I'll get off, I'll be the fuse that she blows, And
even with the lights out we'll glow"
Anyway, it sucks this feeling, i dont know what to do. I know what i want. The problem is its all dependent. I can't really do anything to change the outcome. This grizzling and moaning wont help me though. So il stop.
"Smile for a while and lets be Jolly, Life shouldnt be so meloncholy"
SO!!!
How was you day? I had Bob and Jacob come over and stay the only problem with the plan that we'd study was the study part. We stayed up late and watched Amazing Grace and Donny Darko. Well i didnt watch Donny Darko, i dont really enjoy that movie its got to many little storylines in it, but the over all story is far to WTF!?! Amazing Grace was a cool movie though. I enjoyed it. William Wilberforce felt all these horrible emotions and it was interesting, and understandable.
You know what i like about my blog? I can use as many "and"s in my sentence and know one can stop me! Muhuhahaha and and and and and and and anyway!
It was a good movie, we had a lack of fizzy and chips though. . . So we wont be getting fat. xD We sleept in til like 10.30 which was bad for Bob who's been await being quiet for 3hours by the time i awoke! :P I woke up and he was busy stuying! Lol he probly did more study than any of us in that 3hrs even though he confessed he probly only spent half that time studying (translation 30mins :P )
After breaky and stuff we went to study! And me being such a good boy was on Myyearbook and Bob asked me what i was studying so i truthfully awnsered Linda, a random i was looking at the profile of because id agreed with a comment she'd made on a mag so i had to Hi-5 her! Well that was probly the highlight of my day. . . Man im boring! Well i guessing studying doesnt do much good to the exciting-ness!
"They say that absence makes the heart grow founder, but i doubt it, I really doubt it."
Last exam tomorrow! So then i'l be free!!! So that will be sweet as! :) Il be able to do what ever i
like! And these holidays im gonna try and be a real social bunny i do believe! So if your reading this and I know who you are! Lets do something! lets make these holidays EPIC!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Exams
Argh!!! I just did my Maths exams and i was overconfident. I thought id be doing great in them and i was until the last question on each paper! i was like ARGH!!! SO FRUSTRATING!!! I think i may have gotten E's on two off them. But i wanted to ace them to make sure i passed NCEA with Excellence. Now the only way i will pass the year with Excellence is if i aced Economic's, ace Accounting and get atleast on E in History tomorrow!!!
SO BIG!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Basically if i miss one of the Excellences im aiming for i will only pass the year with Merit! AND TO ME THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! I wish i worked harder this year on the internals i had even though i only had like 9 i got E in 4 of them and Merit in 4 and achieved in one. I wish i put just a little bit more effort in those 4 i didnt get with E, even though the some of them were english which im not very good at! ARGH!!!
Im also annoyed that so many of the subjects we've done have been unit standards! They should be achievement standards!!! (Unit standards you can only pass or fail). Its annoying cause Science which im usually getting E's and M's in this year was only unit standards apart from one test (i got E in that). And Religious studies! WTH!!! All unit standards, basically copy awnsers straight from the book! Because of this stupid subject we got offered less topic's in some exams! i mean what the hell! It was a complete waste of 3 periods a week! 30 Periods a term, 100ish Periods! WHAT THE HELL! Great way to waste 100hrs of our lives! Gosh!
Argh, oh well i should be studying for history right now so im going to go do that. I need to get E in one of the things so iv got to learn dates, places, and names of people! AH!!!
Oh well i hope your all going well with your exams and arent as ready to explode as me!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
First to be said goodbye too
Well Hello, reader.
Yes singular! Lol that's all i think anyway! :p Oh well i only have 3 peoples blogs that i follow.
Any way! the point of this blog! Im not happy at the moment. Obvious reasons, but one seems to be the way things are going around everyone. I dont know if its just me, but i feel like EVERYONE is saying hello to be last, and goodbye to me first. Maybe im just being crazy. But thats what it feels like. And being the last one to be replied to as well. I remember a time when i'd literally spring across the room when i got a txt, casue i hoped it'd be from someone and often it was. I liked to think the other person did the same. I still do that sometimes. Anyhow it could just be life at them moment thats making me feel like this; it could just be growing up; it could be exams.
Im tired and stressed. And i guess typing a blog at 20mins past 11 doesnt help at all if your tired. Im stressed about my friends. Im not happy; some of them are some of them are worse than me! and i can not understand why! Sure its all stressful at the moment. Sure we've got issues! We need to talk through them with people, sort them all out. Then we can smile and be happy! We can pretend to be happy but when it all explodes in our face, we dont feel happy anymore. We wont feel happy and we'll stop feeling happy. It's what i try'd to do. Ignore it; pretend it'd never happened; pretend it'd all changed. It worked for a night, a day, a few days. But i always. ALWAYS got slapped back into reality by a big fat ugly fish.
Oh well, a desperatly tired boy says many things! I miss my life up intil 2months ago, i miss my life up until about 14months ago. That was when it was the best. Before the brown stuff hit the fan so to say.
MEH!!!
Yes singular! Lol that's all i think anyway! :p Oh well i only have 3 peoples blogs that i follow.
Any way! the point of this blog! Im not happy at the moment. Obvious reasons, but one seems to be the way things are going around everyone. I dont know if its just me, but i feel like EVERYONE is saying hello to be last, and goodbye to me first. Maybe im just being crazy. But thats what it feels like. And being the last one to be replied to as well. I remember a time when i'd literally spring across the room when i got a txt, casue i hoped it'd be from someone and often it was. I liked to think the other person did the same. I still do that sometimes. Anyhow it could just be life at them moment thats making me feel like this; it could just be growing up; it could be exams.
Im tired and stressed. And i guess typing a blog at 20mins past 11 doesnt help at all if your tired. Im stressed about my friends. Im not happy; some of them are some of them are worse than me! and i can not understand why! Sure its all stressful at the moment. Sure we've got issues! We need to talk through them with people, sort them all out. Then we can smile and be happy! We can pretend to be happy but when it all explodes in our face, we dont feel happy anymore. We wont feel happy and we'll stop feeling happy. It's what i try'd to do. Ignore it; pretend it'd never happened; pretend it'd all changed. It worked for a night, a day, a few days. But i always. ALWAYS got slapped back into reality by a big fat ugly fish.
Oh well, a desperatly tired boy says many things! I miss my life up intil 2months ago, i miss my life up until about 14months ago. That was when it was the best. Before the brown stuff hit the fan so to say.
MEH!!!
Monday, November 10, 2008
AH!!!
Exams soon, im a bit worried. But not to much. . . Im gonna study lots on Thursday and Monday. So i should be all good! Im just stressed over other things. Its almost been a month. And nothings getting better. Well it doesnt seem to be anyway. And that makes me sad.
Im worried about other people. I wish people could be happy! I miss old times when it was fun. Before everyone got confused and screwed up and stressed! I wish people knew what they wanted.
I dont really know what im going to be when i grow up. I wish i did. I dont want a job. Works lame. Rather just sit in a room and do nothing.
I need to get more money i have $1.10 in my bank account at the moment. SO POOR!!! Im slowly eating through my cash supply. I think i need to start taking my lunch when i go out and taking a drink bottle. Save me like $8 a time! Thats over half my money per week! Theres a plan!
I got 2nd in Economic's. Im annoyed at myself, i shouldv studied for the tests now. . . No one ever remembers second place. People dont say well done im proud of you. They always go "Who came first?" next year im going to work harder, i want to get first in something.
I dont know how i feel about myself, I used to think i was smart, but im not, im average. I used to think i was kind and people would turn to me when they needed to talk, but they dont. I used to be happy all the time, but now im not. I rarely feel happy, happy. Most the time its just what can i do so im not sitting on my arse in front of the computer. People invite me to things but its not overly thrilling. Just average. I used to look forward to seeing people, now most people i dread it. I used to think people wanted to see me. Now i feel like baggage, i dont normally get a smile. If i do i get ditched for someone else if they come along. Maybe im boring?
Who know's i dont!
Im so tired. . . I need to go to bed on time. Prize giving tonight. I have to go sit through 2hrs+ of people getting 1st in this and 1st in that! So depressingly boring! Good for them though. But i only feel pride for a few people who won. I dont know if they care entirely that i do or understand how proud I am of them. I feel like everyone's growing with new relationships and im not. Everyone's making new friends and im not needed like i used to be, and im losing my place in peoples lives.
Maybe im just a grizzling. . .
Im going to go do something now!
Have fun in this game of life!
Im worried about other people. I wish people could be happy! I miss old times when it was fun. Before everyone got confused and screwed up and stressed! I wish people knew what they wanted.
I dont really know what im going to be when i grow up. I wish i did. I dont want a job. Works lame. Rather just sit in a room and do nothing.
I need to get more money i have $1.10 in my bank account at the moment. SO POOR!!! Im slowly eating through my cash supply. I think i need to start taking my lunch when i go out and taking a drink bottle. Save me like $8 a time! Thats over half my money per week! Theres a plan!
I got 2nd in Economic's. Im annoyed at myself, i shouldv studied for the tests now. . . No one ever remembers second place. People dont say well done im proud of you. They always go "Who came first?" next year im going to work harder, i want to get first in something.
I dont know how i feel about myself, I used to think i was smart, but im not, im average. I used to think i was kind and people would turn to me when they needed to talk, but they dont. I used to be happy all the time, but now im not. I rarely feel happy, happy. Most the time its just what can i do so im not sitting on my arse in front of the computer. People invite me to things but its not overly thrilling. Just average. I used to look forward to seeing people, now most people i dread it. I used to think people wanted to see me. Now i feel like baggage, i dont normally get a smile. If i do i get ditched for someone else if they come along. Maybe im boring?
Who know's i dont!
Im so tired. . . I need to go to bed on time. Prize giving tonight. I have to go sit through 2hrs+ of people getting 1st in this and 1st in that! So depressingly boring! Good for them though. But i only feel pride for a few people who won. I dont know if they care entirely that i do or understand how proud I am of them. I feel like everyone's growing with new relationships and im not. Everyone's making new friends and im not needed like i used to be, and im losing my place in peoples lives.
Maybe im just a grizzling. . .
Im going to go do something now!
Have fun in this game of life!
Friday, October 31, 2008
HellO!
Well,
Today i helped my dad Dj at Puroa Street School (i think that's what its called) and man it was weird. It was Halloween theme of course it being weeny at the tonight. I was Dressed as a vampire, Dreadlocks and all! :P Man the kids there were mean! They just yelled and one girl said she was going to kick me in the butt! Oh the Violence! Just cause I didn't let her hold the end of the limbo stick. Which to be honest they were completely USE-less at! It made me laugh. I could've gone lower and i was like twice there height. So that made me laugh!
It was fun though, well bets sitting at home doing nothing! Except of all the requests that were made only one was an actual song! The rest were crap! Man proof that Hip-Hop is completely commercialised when Fendalton Kids are requesting them!
Well, now iv just had a large 2x Cheeseburger Combo from McDonalds so I now have no will to sleep for another hour! YAH!!!
Man im confused at the moment. Siobhan, doesnt tell me what im doing to annoy her for ages and i wish she would tell me sooner. Im sorry for being so annoying! But if i dnt know what im doing i can't stop! Surely you must see the wisdom in telling me these things Snugs?
Well yes tomorrow will be interesting! I dont know what might go down. Probly lots of things, I hope though that nothing to bad happens at the Sleep over. I hope people dont do stupid things, I hope I get awnsers. . . Iv been being told for half a week now that is were we'll discus things, so maybe there il get awnsers. . . Maybe everything can change, and we can fix things. MEH!
But who know's? I can only hope and Pray.
Today i helped my dad Dj at Puroa Street School (i think that's what its called) and man it was weird. It was Halloween theme of course it being weeny at the tonight. I was Dressed as a vampire, Dreadlocks and all! :P Man the kids there were mean! They just yelled and one girl said she was going to kick me in the butt! Oh the Violence! Just cause I didn't let her hold the end of the limbo stick. Which to be honest they were completely USE-less at! It made me laugh. I could've gone lower and i was like twice there height. So that made me laugh!
It was fun though, well bets sitting at home doing nothing! Except of all the requests that were made only one was an actual song! The rest were crap! Man proof that Hip-Hop is completely commercialised when Fendalton Kids are requesting them!
Well, now iv just had a large 2x Cheeseburger Combo from McDonalds so I now have no will to sleep for another hour! YAH!!!
Man im confused at the moment. Siobhan, doesnt tell me what im doing to annoy her for ages and i wish she would tell me sooner. Im sorry for being so annoying! But if i dnt know what im doing i can't stop! Surely you must see the wisdom in telling me these things Snugs?
Well yes tomorrow will be interesting! I dont know what might go down. Probly lots of things, I hope though that nothing to bad happens at the Sleep over. I hope people dont do stupid things, I hope I get awnsers. . . Iv been being told for half a week now that is were we'll discus things, so maybe there il get awnsers. . . Maybe everything can change, and we can fix things. MEH!
But who know's? I can only hope and Pray.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Weekend!
Weekend!!!
My weekend was interesting! Saturday the plan was to study. . . Soooo i practised drums and watched Tv! My mum left to go to Chicago, so we had an old fashion movie night! Like Dad, and Jono and me used to do all the time! oh Except we had Chinese instead of McDonald's or KFC but it was still awesome. We watched Iron man which i hadn't seen yet, but man its a cool movie!
I want that suit! except in glossy white with silver and blue edging. . . Like my Halo2 dude! :P
Then the next day, (Sunday!) i played the drums in church. Which was stressful as always! But i didn't stuff up at all this time, well not majorly! Then Nick and I walked to Riccarton, and played at kirkwood schools playground on the way! We then saw "How to Lose Friends and Alienate People" and as we left that we saw my Dad and he gave me money to go with him to "Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D" so me and Nick went to that!
Then on Monday i went SNOWBOARDING!!! YAH!!!! I spent the day boarding with Matt, i did a few rails and a couple of Indies but mostly i just cruised along. It was pretty sweet! Then after that Matt swung by and picked me up and we went surfing at New Brighton! so now iv snowboarded and surfed in the same day! xD
My weekend was interesting! Saturday the plan was to study. . . Soooo i practised drums and watched Tv! My mum left to go to Chicago, so we had an old fashion movie night! Like Dad, and Jono and me used to do all the time! oh Except we had Chinese instead of McDonald's or KFC but it was still awesome. We watched Iron man which i hadn't seen yet, but man its a cool movie!
I want that suit! except in glossy white with silver and blue edging. . . Like my Halo2 dude! :P
Then the next day, (Sunday!) i played the drums in church. Which was stressful as always! But i didn't stuff up at all this time, well not majorly! Then Nick and I walked to Riccarton, and played at kirkwood schools playground on the way! We then saw "How to Lose Friends and Alienate People" and as we left that we saw my Dad and he gave me money to go with him to "Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D" so me and Nick went to that!
Then on Monday i went SNOWBOARDING!!! YAH!!!! I spent the day boarding with Matt, i did a few rails and a couple of Indies but mostly i just cruised along. It was pretty sweet! Then after that Matt swung by and picked me up and we went surfing at New Brighton! so now iv snowboarded and surfed in the same day! xD
Friday, October 17, 2008
Humans
Humans,
Ok. People, individuals. Everyone. We're floored in some way.
Why? We are all equals, but in no way is anyone the same.
Hence people are valued differently.
So we can't be equal can we?
We all have different values.
A thing that is revolting to one person is normal to somethings.
People do wrong and get away with it.
Its not fair.
No one can possibly be equal to anyone else.
Life is just far to complicated.
People do things, mistakes. We hurt others, we scare others, we terrify them, we make them cry. Why do people suffer for other peoples mistake.
Life is not fair.
Promises, why do people say things they dont mean?
People lie. Why?
It hurts other.
ok i Lie, i break promises. But i try my hardest not to.
Why does it feel like so many others dont? A word said out loud, has to be ment.
I dont mean saying one thing by accident. I mean intimate promises between friends.
Why are they being thrown away?
Why do people say one thing then do something completly against what they just said. Hypocrites.
Why do others suffer?
Every action has a consequence.
You have to think of others.
We are all connected through relationships ever so distently.
You cant do something and exspect it not to effect someone.
Of course you could do something that effects everyone positively.
But theres is always the opposite of anything.
You cant trust people.
Some people are good, or appear good.
Most people. Somewhere in them are evil. We're Humans.
We were made for good, but Sin came into the world. We have the choice. I know Good is ultimately stronger than evil, but when choice is given to us. Our true nature is showen. Human nature.
When we're given the choice to do evil. Our own selfish human nature shows. When we have evil thoughts and choice, evil gets done.
Hence everyone is evil.
I know i am.
Why must we cause pain to others? Our world is huge. There are millions starving, while we feast on rubbish. Is that not evil? We have choice. We can help if we want to. Do we?
Sometimes not doing something is wrong.
We must try to think of others always. Watch what we say and we promise. Try hard to forgive those that do us wrong. Live in the now but always think of the future.
If everyone thought of others, then we'd all be looked after by each other. Of course we look after ourselves, but if we Loved each other. No one would be lonely. To be Loved you must first Love.
Whoa im a raunter!
No wonder i cant write essays look at that crappy structure. :P
hm. . .
Ok. People, individuals. Everyone. We're floored in some way.
Why? We are all equals, but in no way is anyone the same.
Hence people are valued differently.
So we can't be equal can we?
We all have different values.
A thing that is revolting to one person is normal to somethings.
People do wrong and get away with it.
Its not fair.
No one can possibly be equal to anyone else.
Life is just far to complicated.
People do things, mistakes. We hurt others, we scare others, we terrify them, we make them cry. Why do people suffer for other peoples mistake.
Life is not fair.
Promises, why do people say things they dont mean?
People lie. Why?
It hurts other.
ok i Lie, i break promises. But i try my hardest not to.
Why does it feel like so many others dont? A word said out loud, has to be ment.
I dont mean saying one thing by accident. I mean intimate promises between friends.
Why are they being thrown away?
Why do people say one thing then do something completly against what they just said. Hypocrites.
Why do others suffer?
Every action has a consequence.
You have to think of others.
We are all connected through relationships ever so distently.
You cant do something and exspect it not to effect someone.
Of course you could do something that effects everyone positively.
But theres is always the opposite of anything.
You cant trust people.
Some people are good, or appear good.
Most people. Somewhere in them are evil. We're Humans.
We were made for good, but Sin came into the world. We have the choice. I know Good is ultimately stronger than evil, but when choice is given to us. Our true nature is showen. Human nature.
When we're given the choice to do evil. Our own selfish human nature shows. When we have evil thoughts and choice, evil gets done.
Hence everyone is evil.
I know i am.
Why must we cause pain to others? Our world is huge. There are millions starving, while we feast on rubbish. Is that not evil? We have choice. We can help if we want to. Do we?
Sometimes not doing something is wrong.
We must try to think of others always. Watch what we say and we promise. Try hard to forgive those that do us wrong. Live in the now but always think of the future.
If everyone thought of others, then we'd all be looked after by each other. Of course we look after ourselves, but if we Loved each other. No one would be lonely. To be Loved you must first Love.
Whoa im a raunter!
No wonder i cant write essays look at that crappy structure. :P
hm. . .
Thursday, October 16, 2008
MP3 Player
I just turned my MP3 player on these were the songs,
Spare me the details - the Offspring
"I'm not the one who messed up big time"
Want you Bad - the Offspring (this song makes me cry)
Bad Medicine - Bon Jovi
Figured You Out - Nickelback (the first half i like. . .)
Question - Goldfinger
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Dumb Reminders - No Use For a Name
There will be Revenge - No Use For a Name
Starlite - Young Hearts Attack
My Head - Goldfinger
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Behind Blue Eyes - The Who
If Only - Goldfinger
The Last Time - Goldfinger
Why Doesnt Anyone Like Me - No Use For a Name
Cherry Pie - Warrent
Love Sick Stumach Ache - Bowling For Soup
Good Night. . .
Spare me the details - the Offspring
"I'm not the one who messed up big time"
Want you Bad - the Offspring (this song makes me cry)
Bad Medicine - Bon Jovi
Figured You Out - Nickelback (the first half i like. . .)
Question - Goldfinger
Living on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
Dumb Reminders - No Use For a Name
There will be Revenge - No Use For a Name
Starlite - Young Hearts Attack
My Head - Goldfinger
Everlong - Foo Fighters
Behind Blue Eyes - The Who
If Only - Goldfinger
The Last Time - Goldfinger
Why Doesnt Anyone Like Me - No Use For a Name
Cherry Pie - Warrent
Love Sick Stumach Ache - Bowling For Soup
Good Night. . .
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
What do you do when all your enemies are friends?
Hello!!! the title so yah know is cause im listening to Monkey Wrench atm. It couldv been its the end of the world as you know it a few minutes ago. Some how i think thats more apropriete at this moment of time. . .
Im Nervous, OPC trials tomorrow. Now i dnt think im fat but next to the Atheletes that are trialling next to me im a Mr. Colossus.
Things, people are stressing me. Mixed emotions. Confused. Pain. Hurt. But yes i know im bing Cryptic but thats the mood im in atm.
You ever had a song that suits your day? I can't think of one for today. . . Maybe Better days. But atm it needs to be a song that starts of fine and happy. Then declines into a depressing slomp of nothing-ness. Blackbox may be appropriete for latter. Who knows. I might just be like woah! But i think il be better.
btw this post has been written over two days.
Hm. . . Now think it could maybe be Takes a Radical. by Elemeno P. but i dnt know! MAybe not at all actually now that i think about it. I hate not knowing my days perfect song! Its like the guy in Definatly Maybe said. . . Its an extreme joy to know your song.
Well any how tomorrow is talk like a Pirate day! so Arrrr Me Arty's! :P Arrrr!!!
Well i should sleep.
Said we,
had time for a holiday,
Turns out I think to much,
Such Precious things dont go away,
And i will Wait my Love
Said we,
had time for a holiday
turns out I work to much,
Such Precious things dont go away,
And i will wait My Love
You are,
My Shining Star,
You are,
My Cavier
You are
My tonic lets get on it Lady. . . .
And you should know the rest. ;)
Monday, September 8, 2008
ARGH!!!!
IM SO ANNOYED!!!
My stupid little brother keeps trying to go on my Drums! there are many reasons i dont want him to.
1) He used a hammer on them once
2) He's only doing it to annoy me
3) I dont go in his instruments
4) He doesnt hit the drums right he damages the skins!
5) He's a git that i can't stand so why would i let him use anything of mine?!?! Espeshially as he doesnt ask!
6) I just dont like him
7) I dont like people touching my stuff if they dont know how to use them.
8) When he's gone on the before he's moved everything!
9) I hate my brother.
10) He's sone on before and broken 2 sets of MY drumsticks.
Im sick of my brother.
Im sick of my family! Why can't my parents understand i dont want him touching my stuff!!! I dont go touch there stuff or play there instruments!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I cant deal with this extra stress iv got a bloody maths exam!!! on thursday!!! (btw im allowed to say bloody i do history)
Anyway now that this is the third time since the weekend i probly should tell you bout the awsomeness.
On Saturday i went to Ticketek (ticket-ek?) (ticket-tek?) to buy tickets to go to the Smokefree Retro gig thingy. It was WICKKED!!!
Performing were;
Anika Moa,
Elemeno P,
OpShop,
Evermore,
Anna Coddington,
Autozamm,
Minuit,
Goodnight Nurse
They played in the order of who ever was in rockquest most recently so first was Beneath the Silence cause they won the night before. I liked them but its not my cup of tea. but Man!
GOOD NIGHT NURSE AND ELEMENO P they were awsome!!!!!!!!
I knew all the words to most of there songs and it was great fun! Their wasnt many people there.
ElemenoP played my favourite song! Louder Louder! Its off there new album and they just released it as a single on Sunday? i think but i know all the words so i sung it and it made me super de duper happy! And then i stayd at Siobhans housey but then i got sick so on Sunday my Mummy had to come and pick me up. And i went home but it was a good weekend.
TTYL!!!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
AH!!! EXAMS!!!
Right now i should be studying! I had to exams today. I didnt know any dates for my History exam (not the greatest idea) and i ran outta time in my accounting exam. Mainly from stupid mistakes. The brillient thing in accounting is that because its all built up on each other you can awnser a number of the questions based on the questions further through the paper or in the next exam paper. REALLY ANNOYING when you realise you made a mistake and you need to redo 6 or 7 questions cause you classified something wrong! Dont try and rush, take your time but dont relax. I relaxed during the accounting exam to much so i ended up rushing the last paper and stuffing up easy stuff! wich was super stupid!I also forgot my lunch. But since it was exams i got to go to the super market during the 2hr break between my exams. Me and Daniel got a cooked Chicken. And bread rolls! Seonbu got dessert Chocolate and we shared that.
But man talk about market segmentation gone wild! $3.23 for 6 bread rolls or $3.42 for 20! I chose the 20 but man thats rediculous. Either the packaging is whats exspensive and that making a bag three times as big is cheaper. like 10c and breadrolls are dirt cheap or someones getting ripped off some where!
Anyways economists and English professors! i should be studying i have Eco and Eng tomorrow!!! AH!!! Can you tell im a little stressed?
Good bye world!
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