Back from My Holiday!

I am back from my weekend away. I spent the time boarding with my family, and my mate Thomas. It was much better than going with myself. Thomas and I had a lot of fun doing runs that were far beyond our ability, and stacking a lot!

It was nice to be in Wanaka such a beautiful place in New Zealand, and be surrounded by the mountain air and beautiful scenery.

I was able to sigh and take a deep breath in and just enjoy the view. It was brilliant.
Unfortunately for me on the second to last night of us staying the 20 something year old's next door decided to have a party. There was a keg, and they were still going when I finally got to sleep well after 2am. Then getting up at 7am to go snowboarding did not lead to the most energetic day on the slopes. I'm still knackered now. Completely exhausted, I think I'm gonna have a super Early night tonight, straight after Doctor Who. :P

A 6hr drive, of quietness letting me think about what I want to do, has almost made me sure I want to be a doctor. So hopefully by the end of this week I'll no for certain and I can put some direction into my life!

Also I learned that listening to my music for 5hrs straight, skipping out random ones leads me to a euphoric state of mind that fills me with false hope, and a sense that following my gut might make me happy. Ah the problems with pop music!

P.S.
Does flipping a coin repetitively so that you get the other outcome mean that the later one is the preferred?

Weekend!

Weekend!!!
My weekend was interesting! Saturday the plan was to study. . . Soooo i practised drums and watched Tv! My mum left to go to Chicago, so we had an old fashion movie night! Like Dad, and Jono and me used to do all the time! oh Except we had Chinese instead of McDonald's or KFC but it was still awesome. We watched Iron man which i hadn't seen yet, but man its a cool movie!
I want that suit! except in glossy white with silver and blue edging. . . Like my Halo2 dude! :P

Then the next day, (Sunday!) i played the drums in church. Which was stressful as always! But i didn't stuff up at all this time, well not majorly! Then Nick and I walked to Riccarton, and played at kirkwood schools playground on the way! We then saw "How to Lose Friends and Alienate People" and as we left that we saw my Dad and he gave me money to go with him to "Journey to the Centre of the Earth 3D" so me and Nick went to that!

Then on Monday i went SNOWBOARDING!!! YAH!!!! I spent the day boarding with Matt, i did a few rails and a couple of Indies but mostly i just cruised along. It was pretty sweet! Then after that Matt swung by and picked me up and we went surfing at New Brighton! so now iv snowboarded and surfed in the same day! xD

Back from camp.

Camp was awsome.
But this week has been hell. . .
I hate everything. I want to cry. I hurt. I'm lonely. I hate this.
FFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somebody kill me.

And i had a bethany pulled on me. . . not a major one
but still

Kill me. NOW! If you loved me you would.

I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT!!!

I was having a great week. missing Siobhan and every one else. On wednesday i got dumped. I managed to hold it together. But now im crashing. I had a question bugging me and i got a truthful awnser but its not the one i wanted.

FUCK!!!

I need someone to talk to. . . But i feel like i got nobody that'd understand. . .

I thought it was going so well. . . Sure it wasnt perfect but perfects only in movies.

I want to be horrible. I want to forgive. I want to kill. Somebody shot me. . .
I want to bet you up. I want you to hold me and tell me it was all a nightmare.

This is Life. It sucks. It sucks hard.

SNOWBOARD CAMP!!!

Today im off. TO CAMP! AH!!! No parents just my brother, leaders and randoms!

Its gonna be interesting. . .

Well good bye cruel world! I'l try not to break my arm! :P

its gonna be fine!

So good bye!

Been a While

HELLO!!!


Well its been a while!

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I found out my phone could do this Snazzy trick a few days ago neat isnt it just?

Well what have i got up to? Well i went to Hutt on friday which was awsome i went on some harder trails Siobhan came two and got some lessons. In the Holidays u am officially going to SNOWBOARDING CAMP!!! Ye-AH! :P Tis going to be awsome fun. Snowboarding for a week getting taught to do things properly and better. :) gonna be so much fun!

I have discovered another pet hate over the last few days and it is Fur lined Jackets. I mean those ones that just have fur edging it looks AWWWW-ful. Like seriously. If it was real fur maybe it could look maybe ok. But those cheap jackets from like Glassons or Supre or where ever! COME ON GIRLS GET SOME STYLE!!!

Another Pet hate which would make me a hypercrite cause a few years ago it just wear anything is people who cant present them selves well! In my opinion some people need to get some decent clothes others need a haircut. It doesnt effect them as a person it's just come on! Have some pride! And if theres something that you dnt like about yourself that is sensible (eg Bad haircut) (Not like Skinny Girls who believe they're Fat!) Change it!!! Go to a Hair dressers, Find a friend that dresses well and chooses there own clothes and get them to help you shop. Do some exercise to get a nicer bum! Who knows what you want to change.

Atm my computers going all bizarre. It does this every now and again i guess leaving them on for weeks at a time and not shutting them down at all takes its toll. Must need to recharge its battery every now and again.

Last week i went to my Girlfriends party. It was ok. . . Sept it was lots of girls but that was my fault seeing as i asked to be invited knowing that. Man choosing movies was a task tho! It took them more than half an hour! It was rediculous! NEVER choose movies with a dozen girls!

At the moment im watching the Olympic's some of those Athlets are Ugly! Like serious they mustv been beaten with the ugly stick every day as children. But saying that there are some good looking Athletes (<-- thats a word i cant spell) Me and Siobhan are gonna start a list if you know any tell me about em?

Well im gonna go goggling!

TTFN!!!

Holidays!

I finally cracked this thing!
I forgot my password! but i figured it out so now im back!
Well its Sunday the 20th of July. The last night of holidays!
Because tomorrow is another term! What have i done? I have done alot and very little at the same time!
in the first week i orgainised a trip to the Battlelink which was great fun! i love shotting up my friends! :P and then i try'd to orgainise more but everyone was busy!
I banged my drums a bit which was fun. But mostly i played lots of computer games right now im really into Galactic Civilisation II wich is great fun!
The second week we went to Wanaka, and i realised how clueless my darling Gf is when it comes to places in NZ! I Love You Siobhan! In Wanaka OMG its like Fendelton! really ponsy arse people! Anyways my family and i rented a house and we went skiing. Well my mum did me and my brother snowboarded and my Dad sat in the Rav and read his book.
It was so much fun! i think im getting to be quite good actually. I can even Ollie. We lasted 3 days before we were to swore i know pathetic really! but oh well. Im gonna go with my mum a few time during the term to Mount Hutt. But there i go getting side tracked again.
On the way back to home we went through Omarama, which was a tiny little town in the middle of no where and i had delicous pancakes and the whole way from Wanaka to there it was snowing. It was so pretty! Finally after like 6hrs driving we got home and now im really tired still even though that was yesterday. I think i shall go to sleep now!

Sweet Dreams World Wide Web!