Vacant Soul

I liked this combination of the terribly dark and morbid! It reminds me of these creatures off of a game im playing at the moment. The game is Mass effect and the creatures are called husks. They are Zombie like in nature, what they are is sentient beings turned into synthetics the 'PC' term for AI's Which are self aware VI's :) Geekness needed to understand that!
But while playing this game I realised there are alot of simalarities in all the worlds created for videogames.

One thing I'v noticed is there is always an aggressive war like race that are dying out and all work as mercenries in Mass Effect there is the Krogons and in star wars the Mandalorians. Another thing is there is usually a race of all female or a group or "cult" which is all female. In the Mass Effect theres the Asari. In Star wars the Echani handmaidens. There are other simularities in the NPC's you get in your squad in the Bioware games. . . Such as the the lost lonely teenage girl. ect. I guess it must be written in some videogame makers code somewhere?

Actual Audience

For today the random Adjective noun generator has spat out this wonderful combo. There were others that it told me but they seemed dodgy and didnt inspire anything amazing, this phrase isnt really either. But it'll allow me to explain my plan to my Actual Audience!

It is that everyday after i do my various internet things ie. Cafe world, Dino rpg etc. I will hit the Random Adjective Noun generator at http://creativityforyou.com/combomaker.html and blog. This is my plan which will hopefully lead to many posts, hopefully daily. As you can see from my post before this one and the one before that, will be a huge change from the past! Hopefully will lead to excitement. I also plan to try and find some other things to do blogs on some days shout out if you know any. I know some of my friends do a themed thursday but they're all better writers than me and i dont really want to copy! but maybe I shall!

Need For Speed Most wanted

ell im going to write about Need For Speed Most wanted as thats what for this week anyway I have been playing, I made the decision when I started that I was going to finish it this time, iv played about 10hrs+ and i'm only 20% finished after beatting four of the blacklist members. For those who havn't played the game basically you roll up to this city and your thrown into these races against a racer called Razor after beating his crew you race him when he cheats (sabotaging your car and taking it off you). He then uses your car to get to the top of the blacklist ao you have to win in hundreds of different events so that you can race him again and this time get your car back. . . Iv never gotten very far into this game the best is about 35% and that was after about 26hrs of play i decided to pass. (I was racing every race i possibly could at this point). So well basically thats what iv been doing this week instead of studying for my exams :P

Wise decision for me! :)

Well, Screw this Weekend

Well Today, sucks. This whole week sucks. Almost everyone this week has been so ARGH! I've wanted to strangle them all. People who normally only slightly annoy me at school, like this girl in a class of mine she always talks so loud in an annoying voice about shit that is so irrelevant she ticks me off. But just today I wanted to turn around and STAB HER. With my scizzor's. No kidding. She was bing extra annoying today though.

Everyone else whoop de flipp'n do. Well I might mention two things. 1) Its my Birthday tomorrow which is gonna suck. Dissapointment after dissapointment. Im over all this. I'm so tempted to go get in the car and just drive, i'd be breaking the law so extra thrill i guess! I dont know what I'd do or where I'd go. But just drive until I ran outta petrol. 2) Theres a party tonight that alot of people I know are invited to and are there but I wasn't. Siobhan even went. I asked the host if i could come and the said no. I'll even quote the txt I've still got it isnt that sad? Its been 3 days and its still like 20 in my inbox. "I told you Sam. It's not because of you. It's Siobhan." and then she said this when i asked her why. "Yeah, well I don't think you are good for Siobhan thats why Siobhan had no say in this." I dont know about you but this person was pissing me off alot about now. What right does she have to tell me that me and my girlfriend arent good for each other! She then effectively told me that in her opinion we should break up. Its none of her business!

I told all this to Siobhan, she claims she try'd to get me invited. I dont think she try'd hard, and then instead of being angry at this person or showing any negitive emotion she went to the party anyway. No we're a couple if you invite me and all our friends you invite Sam aswell. None of that! It wouldnt be so bad if i didnt know people going or anything but I do everyone was talking about it at lunch time. Siobhan even told me she felt like going just to spite me cause i got annoyed. Wouldnt you? I'd never let anyone who called themself a friend treat my gf that way!

Back to point 1) It's my birthday tomorrow and as such I wanted to see my gf but after this I dont know if i will at all. Which is frick'n depressing, I have to go for a walk now, I need to clear my head. How I wish my savior would drive to my house or something.

All Outta Staples

Argh! I'm all out of staples!!! I need some to you know... Staple! Argh Its really annoying! And on top of that i have a stupid little kitty cat that keeps trying to trip me up in the dark hallways of my house! Dumb cats. Who ever decided to make them pets for humans, they're more annoying than they are nice! They only seem to want to cuddle when you've got something infinately complicated to do, or your incredibly busy! Im mean honestly cats! Come on! Step up your game! Well replace you with small dogs that cant catch frisbe's but look funny!
Well i will tell you one thing, I found my stapler and the cat left me alone so maybe its learning to get outta my way when im mad at the lack of staples!!!

Well thats all I have to say about that.

You Stole the Sun from My Heart

I dont know but over the last 3 months that song has been regularly coming in and out of my head. I dont think its entirely coincidence either. Once before I had a simular thing happen to me with another song. Im not talking bout a song that comes into my head one week and stays there a few days and then goes maybe to come back again. Im talking regulary almost everyday for a undetermined time. The other song started coming into my head a while before I needed it to. I don't think It was any of my doing. So it proves the Exsistance of God, at the time i was certain it was him. The other song, I never knew the name, I didnt even know many lines but it came to me when I needed it made me smile when I should have been miserable. For the sake of this blog I just googled the lines that keept coming into my head. Turns out the songs called Story of a Girl by 3 doors down. I wont say anything more than that because of the extreme personal effect the song had on me at the time and the details of my friend that it allowed me to help out. But suffice to say the song made me smile and gave me energy to help my best friend. I know it was God he's been setting it up for months.

Now im curious if this is another one of those songs. Or am I inventing it now, who can predict God. I know alot of song now, and I can't work out what the signifigence of it is. Now i get to this point of my blog i'm beginning to see the dribble and such that I'm making no sence what so ever and I dont know what I'm even trying to say.

I guess has anyone else ever had something happen that proved the exsistance to God to them, and If you dont believe in God then something beyond this world.

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Maybe also not that but songs that have a deep meaning to you that you dont realise until they appear infront of you and you smile. I think that is the purpose of music. I think that's what God intended Pop music for. To bring people happiness when they're sad bring a smile to there dial and turn frowns upside down.

School, Calculus and Un-birthdays!

Well it's been a busy week, and i can safely say that for a whole too days my plans worked incredibly well. Of course I'm keeping to them but the rules I set in place have begun to get bent. Like turning my computer of during the day. The reason stop me wasting my afternoon on the net. I didn't turn it off, the reason I had school work on it.
I did let my school work catch up on me by not studying for a calculus test and not doing a presentation until 11.30 the night before it was due (and finishing it off in computer that morning).

Although now to the weekend! It was Bob's Birthday on Friday, and Siobhan's is right now (well started 40ish Min's ago). They're both good friend so what they decided to do was have a un birthday party on the one day between there too birthdays! It was great fun, apart from the hours i spent wondering round town on my lonesome because I left home early to go birthday present shopping. Which as it happened to mean me buying myself a few Cd's. xD

Anyhow that un birthday was wicked fun. We had a picnic went to a good b grade movie drunk lots of suger filled beverages and tonnes of artificially coloured lollies!!! Everything that makes a good party! and there was great sausage rolls to top it all off! THERE WAS EVEN TOMATO SAUCE, BECAUSE JACOB REMEMBERED IT BECAUSE HE'S AWESOME LIKE THAT! (The intensity was for Jacob, he told everyone about the tomato sauce a number of times and with more than enough emphasis and repetition to warrant CAPITALS!)

Anyway all the birthday stuff and the b grade movie got me thinking, apart from the usual gift givers panic i suffered! I'm sure everyone knows what I mean. The whole will they like this? Do they still like that brand? or band? It got me thinking about birthdays, and my birthday which is in two weeks yesterday! I was looking at my friends with a sort of quiet envy of I hope my birthdays this awesome. . . With so many people. But its all just a small thing in the long run.

Oh and if anyone see's my parents tell the the Metal Gear Solid XBOX360 Pack is a great birthday present ;)