I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry im a jerk,

I'm sorry i get jealous,

I'm sorry that i hurt,

I just do,

and so im Sorry.

I'm sorry that you did those things,

I know you are to.

I can forgive you,

I just wish you were truthful when i asked,

I wish you told me the whole truth,

I wish you talked with me rather than everyone else,

I especially wish you didnt talk to them.

Please understand,

Im not totally amazing, :')

I only try,

I know your sorry so we can move on now,

I wish will all my soul that you have told me everything that matters,

And if theres more that you do when i ask you,

I pray for you every night, even when i dont know what i feel about God.

But your smile makes me believe.

It hurts lots,

But the good times make it worth it.

I am willing to do anything for you.

I hope you feel the same.
Please,

No more off this deception,

No more lies,

No more of this,

I Love you.

I Love you.

I Love you.

AHHHH!!!!!!!!! PARA-WHAT-SA'S!?!?! PARABOLA'S!!!

AHH!!! I have a maths test tomorrow! so i should be studying. The sort that might mean you dnt get into a good class next year sorta test! Which would be fine if it was normal maths like Number. . . But its Parabola's! AHHH!!!! FOUR LETTER WORDS THAT ARENT LOVE!!!

So i should be studying, hard out!

But what have i done this evening?

Iv been to town, cd & dvd store, rebel sport, riccarton, pak'n slave, my mums work, skateboarded and had a 5min drum practise! Now im writing this blog instead of doing what i should be doing! STUDY! and HOMEWORK!

I REALLY THINK ITS THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT!!!

AND I DONT FEEL FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(too many '!!!s'?)

Well any how. OPC. I hope i get in. I find out on friday. Im probly one of the un-fittest people there. And that may count against me. But i really want to make the squad. . . Just the training would be great fun. . . And a good in sentive to exercise and get fit! (and ab's :P). I try'd to awnser the questions truthfully. Giving myself quite a low score on all the sections of experience. . . I know im not the best candadate. . . But im praying to get in!

Speaking of Candadates. Obama or Mclain or what ever? :P not that we get a choice! Obama! but he wont win. Americans as a whole are to racist. They'd neverr elect a black. But i hope they surprise me!

Oh well i gotta go study Parabola's! i gotta try and ace this test tomorrow! so off i go!!!

Good luck world! with your test. Life.